~Just saying~

Chapter 2

⚠️smut⚠️

First day of school

It has been 2 days since Jon's unforgettable party. Brendon had slept the whole day on Sunday and now he's getting ready for his first day of school. Brendon looked at his phone for the time but ended up seeing Spencer's long texts about how Brendon better he ready in 5 minutes.
I'm not gay.
I'm not gay.
I'm not gay.

Brendon looked at himself in the mirror and sighed before he heard Spencer blaring his car horn. Brendon ran down the stairs and went out to the car.
"Good morning fuck face!" Spencer smiled and blew a kiss to Brendon.
"Oh shut up Spence." Brendon laughed as he got in the car.
"Soooo you ready for senior year??" Spencer smiled and messed up Brendon's hair.
Brendon squirmed to fix his hair and glared at Spencer.
"No you dick." Brendon laughed

They pulled up to school and they walked in and found their friends. There was Jon, Pete, and Ian.
"Sup guys." Brendon said walking up to them.

"Brendon you were a beast at my party I heard." Jon smirked at Brendon.
Brendon's heart froze hoping no one knew about what happened that night between ryan and him.
"U-um what why?" Brendon stuttered nervously.
"I heard you were hooking up with all the ladies." Jon laughed hitting his shoulder. Brendon felt relieved and smiled awkwardly.
"O-oh um yeah.." brendon said

As first period bell came they all split and walked their ways. Brendon made his way to his first class and sat down.
Brendon turned around in his chair to grab a pencil when he saw a familiar face.
Ryan was sleeping in his seat behind Brendon. How did he not notice him?! Just as Brendon tried to get up to switch spots the teacher walked in and made everyone sit.
"Please find you seats! This will be your assigned seat for the rest of the semester." Mr. Bronks said grinning at all the students groaning including Brendon.
Ryan woke up and saw Brendon and he tapped Brendon's shoulder.
Brendon looked at Ryan like Ryan had a gun.
"Y-yeah..?"
"Do you have a pencil?" Ryan asked

Who doesn't have a damn pencil on the first day of school?
"Yeah sure." Brendon handed Ryan his pencil and Brendon was red.

Ryan smiled and took it
"Thanks Bren." Ryan smiled at Brendon

Class started and the whole period Brendon couldn't stop thinking about Jon's party.
I'm not gay
I'm not gay
I'm not gay

After class Brendon shot up and practically ran out the door. Brendon went to his locker and took a deep breathe.
Come on Brendon your acting like fucking Edward Cullen.

"Hey Brendon!"

Brendon turned and looked down the hallway

Ryan was walking down the hallway towards Brendon.
Dammit
I'm not gay
Im not gay
Im not ga-

"Thanks for letting me use your pencil..anyways I was wondering if you wanted to talk about what happened..." ryan smiled softly you could tell he was just as uncomfortable as Brendon was.

"Uh s-sure.. after school..?"

Ryan smiled

"Yeah that works we can go to my house." Ryan said

Brendon nodded and cleared his throat "okay t-that works." Brendon smiled softly at Ryan.
The boys walked to their next class and split ways.

After school Brendon anxiously waited by the front of the school for Ryan.
Spencer left already so even if Brendon wanted to bail he couldn't.
Ryan walked out and called to Brendon.
"Hey ready?" Ryan asked walking past Brendon heading to his car.

Brendon followed Ryan to his car and got in. The car was neat and clean besides a bunch of books in the back.
"How um was your first day?" Brendon asked trying to start small talk so it's less awkward.

Ryan started the car and smiled at Brendon. "It wasn't bad besides being completely ignored in first period." Ryan smirked
Brendon got embarrassed and turned red.
"O-oh yeah s-sorry about that.." brendon rubbed the back of his neck

"No problem brenny." Ryan laughed

"What did you just call me?" Brendon laughed punching his shoulder playfully

"You heard me Brenny!!" Ryan laughed

As they got to Ryan's house Ryan lead Brendon to his room.
It was covered with band posters and smelt surprisingly good in the room for being a teenage boys room.
"You like blink- 182?" Brendon smiled looking at his posters
Ryan chuckled "yeah I wanna make a band like them."

Brendon smiled looking at his guitar "you play?"

Ryan nodded "yeah I really like music..I try to learn everything."
Brendon felt himself getting hot in the cheeks again.
"Nice..I play piano but not the best.." brendon said sitting down on the bed. Ryan laughed and sat down next to him "You play the piano?"

"What's that supposed to mean!?" Brendon laughed
Ryan smiled and a serious look came over his face.
"Brendon we have to talk about what happened.."
Brendon felt fidgety once those words came out. His leg started bouncing and he felt a cold sweat go over him.

"Listen ryan..I was drun-"

Ryan kissed Brendon and Brendon pulled away quickly.
"I-I I'm so sorry.." ryan sighed looking scared for Brendon's response.
Brendon breathed heavy and with one movement he pulled ryan into a kiss.
Ryan kissed him back and they started getting more passionate with the kiss. Brendon's tongue slid into Ryan's mouth..ryan granting access as he ran his hands through Brendon's hair.
I'm not gay
I'm not gay
Ryan straddled Brendon's lap and sent sparks down towards Brendon's crotch. Brendon's jeans felt super tight and uncomfortable now.
Oh my god was he turned on by this?!
Brendon pulled away and panted heavy..
"A-are you okay.." ryan asked softly.. Brendon nodded and looked at ryan on top of him and brendon took a deep breathe.
"I-I'm not gay.." brendon mumbled
"Well we did just makeout and your turned on.." Ryan laughed rubbing Brendon's crotch.
Brendon let out a low groan.
"Fuck..I've never done this before.." brendon panted
"First time for everything.." ryan smirked before slowly getting off Brendon and unbuckling his belt.
"Can I do this..?" Ryan asked brendon kneeling in between his legs.
I'm not gay
I'm not gay
I'm not gay

"Yeah.." brendon nodded
Ryan took off Brendon's jeans revealing his hard member in his boxers.
Ryan pulled his boxers down and wrapped his mouth around Brendon's tip.

Brendon's head flew back and he groaned his hands found Ryan's hair and ran his fingers through his hair.
"Fuck.." brendon moaned out

Ryan added his hands and moved them on Brendon's shaft.

Brendon groaned louder and he bit his lip.."Fuck ryan.."

Ryan looked up at Brendon and he smirked as best as he could. He did have a whole dick in his mouth.
"I'm gonna fucking cum.." brendon groaned gripping the bed sheets.
Ryan took his mouth off and pumped brendon until he came all over Ryan's face.
"Seem gay enough to me.." ryan smirked
Brendon panted heavy and ran his hand through his hair.
Ryan sat up on the bed next to brendon. Brendon kissed ryan afterwards and the kiss was sloppy.
"No one can know about this okay..?" Brendon demanded putting his pants back on.
Ryan's smile faded and he knew he can't tell anyone about this. "Yeah I promise brendon." Ryan said
"Does this make us fuck buddies?" Ryan joked
Brendon's eyes got wide and he looked at Ryan.
"Fuck buddies?" Brendon smirked and tried not to laugh. Ryan nodded and he looked serious.
"Your such a dork." Brendon smiled walking in between Ryan's legs while he was sitting down and he made Ryan look up at him.
Ryan looked up at Brendon and smiled.
"I should probably get home.." Brendon smirked down at Ryan. Ryan frowned and pulled Brendon closer to him by his waist.
"Will you talk to me tomorrow?" Ryan asked

Brendon grinned and ran his hand through Ryan's hair.
"Sure.."