A lone bee tfp (under editing)

effort for happiness

arcees pov:

so the newbies name is highfire and their neutral but they are teaming up with the autobots. "ratchet we need a ground bridge" wh- just like that but I don't question his authority. we walk back though I still don't entirely trust them. "highfire meet the team, bulkhead, arcee, ratchet, smokescreen, bumbl- and I'm Optimus prime" he almost says his name all of use hear it but nobody reacts.  he then points to the kids. "this is Miko, Jack, and raf and agent Fowler and mis.darby" he says pointing to each in turn. "your a flyer right, I bet your jet, or a helicopter, where have you flown to, is you favorite color purple" Miko fires of  questions like normal. Jack waves and raf just kinda sits their. "its so great to meet all of you I got you message asking for reinforcements" he nods then looks like he relized something. "y-your team prime half of cybertron knows about you"

 bulkhead walks up. "how do they know" I can see that he thinks their is a possibility that it could be bee but I don't think so. "a bot named wheeljack told me about you. bulkhead there wrecker, smokescreen the newest, arcee the two wheeler, ratchet the medic, bumblebee the legendary scout, and Optimus the leader" I  flinch at the sound of bees name. "I'm part of the last training facility and I'm going to be a legendary scout just like bumblebee" I want to tell him to frag off but I will be nice. Then he asks the question and I blow my top. "So where is bumblebee" I give a grunt of dislike and star walking off when I see raf get up I hold out my hand for him to get on. We walk down the hallway and I can hear highfire "what did I say" 

raf looks angry up at me then sad and starts to cry. "Why did he have to say it why can't I forget about it for one second" I hold him close he didn't want me to answer. We just sit in my berth room for a while. I pull my knees up to my chest and raf sits on top of them. "Raf I need to tell you something" I say I need to get it off my chest. "what is it arcee" he says and wipes away his tears. "I had just asked be to be my parent in war" he looks stunned then his eyes are full of understanding. He hugs my finger and I scoop him up with my hand and hold him close to me face like bee would do. "Arcee I miss him so much how do I make it go away"

 I think for a moment. "the pain never goes away it just fades and you learn to live with it. Yes it hurts a little who am I kidding it hurts like falling into a pit of scrapplets but eventually you learn not to think of how them being dead and more about the happy memories you had with them" I know these words hurt but they are the ones he needs to hear. He laughs a little. "tell me about it" I say hoping I will cheer him up some. (A/N read my tfp one shot don't frag with a bee to get the full memory) "remember that one time when we were all racing and bulkhead and smoky got mad and sat ontop of bee" I chuckle. "and bee used a stinger that only you and me knew about" I continued. "yeah the way the rolled off was so funny then milk says 'and that's why you don't frag with a bee' that was fun" I laugh and hug him.

"Arcee is their a way to make the pain go away know" he asks me. "No it can only fade with time but it is quickened by staying close to the friends you still have don't close yourself off like around. he nods and we sit there for a few minutes and wait for our moment to go back out.

Bulkhead pov:

Arcee walks off with raf angry. "what did I say" highfire asks. "Its just that bees.......gone" he looks stunned. "wh-what do you mean gone" I turned away and hear smokescreen talk. "Bees dead ok now drop it" I turn back around. Highfires wings are dropped I can't beat to look at them. They reminded me to much of bees door wings. "So then how can I help" he says. "Bulkhead will you show our new team member to the spare room" I nod and wave for the newbie to fallow me. "That's optimus room, and ratchets, mine, arcees, smokescreen, and ..... Bees" 

I point to each as we pass. "here's yours" I say and push open the door and flip on the lights. "Make your self at home" he walks in and closes the door. I walk back to the main room Arcee and raf are back. But every one is laughing except smokscreen he looks embarrassed. "What's so funny" I ask and they explain the don't frag with a bee memory I get slightly embarrassed to. "I never knew he had it" I say and cross my arms but am still laughing.