Notti's been acting weird lately and i don't know why..it's odd to me.
like he's always rubbing on my belly and for the past week he hasn't as much as he usually does and when I ask about it he brushes me off and tell me nothings going on and he's fine...
like rn he was nose deep in his computer with his headphones on and every time I walked past his computer he changed tabs or shut it.
now ion wanna be that girlfriend and say he's going things behind my back but he's giving that kind of energy rn..
"ethan."
no response.
so I waved my hands n his face and he looked at me and moved his headphones off one ear.
"yeah?" he asked paying attention to his laptop..
"wus goin on wichu?" I asked and he glanced at me.
"wuchu mean? nun." he replied and I got up and headed towards him but he pushed me back gently and closed down his laptop and his computer.
"See what I mean? what you hiding?" i asked and he got up and stood in front of me.
"nothing baby, relax." he said taking my hand and I pulled it from him.
"don't lie to me. are you cheating on me?" i asked with tears in my eyes.
I didn't actually wanna cry it's the hormones.
"what? what kind of stupid question is that? no i'm not cheating on you and wuchu cryin for?"
"so why you being so secretive and distant?" i asked and he hugged me.
"I'm sorry ma it's just i got a lot of work to do with the next song i got yfm and the music vid i gotta prepare asw and its got me stressed out that's all ma I didn't mean to be distant with you. I love you, yk this." He said kissing me.
He's gaslighting me.
i'm pregnant, not stupid.
"whats on the laptop?"
"work." he replied and I moved away from him but he pulled me back towards him and kissed me.