DISCLAIMER- THIS IS SO SAD. I CRIED WHILE WRITING THIS. WARNING!!!!
Warning: Main Character Death *Harry*,
**also pretend that taylor swift wrote bigger than the whole sky in 2015, ok? ok.**
Louis arrives at the graveyard, a bouquet of tulips and daffodils in his hand; their favorite flowers. He exits his car, and walks over to Harry's grave.
'Harry Styles. 1994 - 2016,' it reads.
Louis places the bouquet in front of the tombstone, and sits down, leaning against the stone. "Hey Haz," Louis starts, his eyes filling with tears. "I'm so lonely without you here. I wake up, and expect you to be there; softly snoring like you always were. But you're not," Louis says, tears falling down his face. "I think One Direction is coming to an end. We're all so devastated H; not just us, the whole world. There were so many people at your funeral. Thousands of young girls, sobbing. Liam, Niall, even Zayn, all crying. I was such a mess that Paul had to coax me out of a panic attack," Louis says, then takes a moment; taking a deep breath. "We had a couple radio interviews last week, and I did.. something... I came out, on the radio. I know that you always wanted to share our relationship to the public, so I just told everyone. They had asked me how I was feeling since your death; I just broke down, and started rambling about how much I loved you. Fuck. I still love you. I don't think I'll ever be able to love anyone else the way I loved you," Louis says, taking another moment to collect himself.
"We have a remembrance performance for you tomorrow. We're going to sing that song you wrote, 'If I Could Fly.' We're also going to sing another song you wrote about us, 'Two Ghosts.' I don't know how I'm going to sing with how much I'll be crying. Speaking of writing songs, Taylor Swift is going to perform as well. 'Said she wrote a song, so you know it'll be gut wrenching," Louis says, chuckling dryly.
"Well, I better go Hazza. It's cold out here. I love you, sun. See you tomorrow." Louis says as he stands up; walks to his car, and drives away.
Next Day:
Today, Louis has a bouquet of daises and roses. He sets them down, then sits down himself; just the same as the day before.
"Hey love. We had your remembrance performance today. I was crying the whole time. Liam, Niall, and I sang 'If I Could Fly,' Taylor sang a new song called, 'Bigger Than The Whole Sky,' her performance was beautiful. She wore a stunning dark blue dress, and it reminded me of your bright blue eyes. I performed your song 'Two Ghosts,' and I was crying through the whole thing. Uh, we had a meeting with Simon and Modest! today. Our 18 month break is looking a little bit more like an indefinite break. We're all tired from being overworked, and depressed. Shit, I miss you so much Harry. I haven't washed our sheets because they still smell like you. I still wear your jumpers because they smell like you. I keep watching larry compilations on YouTube Haz, that's how much I miss you. Liam and Niall come over occasionally to check up on me. Even Zayn comes to check on me sometimes. I'm not well Hazza. Why did you leave me? Why? I need you! I can't live without you." Louis cries.
"I'm sorry. Fuck. I don't know what I'm going to do Harry. I'm not sleeping, I'm barely eating. My mom's cancer has gotten worse. I can't lose both of you. It'll fucking kill me," Louis says.
"I found an old voicemail from you earlier; it was from 2013. You and the boys went to a bar after a concert, I went back to the hotel; but you called me drunk while I was asleep. It was cute, you were giggling for half of it, and fuck, I miss hearing you laugh. You were always ashamed of your laugh, but I loved it," Louis says, then notices a few fans showing up. "Well, I got to go Hazza, people are starting to show up. I love you, and I always will," Louis says.
As Louis stands up, large black butterfly; resembling the butterfly Harry had tattooed on his chest; lands on Louis hand. Louis breaks down, crying, again.
"H-Harry," Louis sobs quietly.
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OMG IM SORRY YALL THAT WAS SAD.
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