The gunshot

Shot

I woke up, again to find mean things being messaged to me,why? I dont know,that bitch messed up my life,just because of that i started cutting my wrists, i am very suicidal,once i was so close to dieing i wish mom didnt have found me,i was hanging from my belt in my room just as i was about to kick the stool i was standing on my mum came in but thats a hole other story.
Well i had enough,so i bought a gun but i didnt have the guts to shoot it,but nows the chance.i take a deep breath say my last words which are 'god take care of me' and i fire the gun,the cold bullets strike through my head to the otherside making a hole in the wall.i saw the light i was leaving the reality,what if this wasnt reality,what if this was all just somesort of another life leading into another?i left the world,the planet,the universe and became one with the earth,goodbye i mutter as i start dissapearing into the distance,well so it seams.