Where I have been these past months (for the people who care and wanna see more)

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**My gratitude**

Hello! I didn't realize how many people read my one shots until a while ago, and i'd just like to say I really appreciate the support! I cannot thank you guys enough, especially my few loyal followers.

**Where i've been and a small life update.**

I've been struggling with a lot of mental health shit, since recently I've been diagnosed with so many different disorders to the point where I look like one of those 2021 self diagnosed mfs with 27538 genders and disorders. LOLL I wish but unfortunately they aren't SELF diagnosed. I've been taking time to heal, but I'm also going through a lot of family stuff and (lil warning really quick! Skip to the next paragraph if you're sensitive.) unfortunately i'm living in an abusive household. I'm not of age yet, so I can't even really leave and I don't have money to run away :,) 

ANYWAYS I very much appreciate all of your guys' support, and reading some of your comments make me very happy, and sometimes i'll come back and read them on and alt when i'm sad lol.

**My take on how the fandom has been lately**

...holy shit look at that massive fuckin rant 🡇

It's really hard to enjoy content now, as 70% of the fandom is really bad. There are people who sexualize the characters (MINORS BTW. Ash, Tay, and Ty are 15 and Logan, Ben, and Aiden are 14. Red has stated this multiple times.) and it's genuinely sickening. Of course, we can't do anything about it because the fandom has grown 3x the size. I'm really happy Red is making her bank, and her work is getting more popular. But I hate to say this, most of the newer fans are making the fandom problematic or even just draining to be in. I may sound like I'm overreacting, but I have been in this fandom since EPISODE ONE OF CANVAS. SBG has gotten me through a lot, and it's something that I REALLY enjoy, as well as it's a very important piece of media for me. Maybe I'm whiny, maybe I'm being dramatic, whatever. I REALLY DON'T CARE WHAT U THINK LMAO. It just sucks to see such a small and enjoyable community that i've been a part of for 4 years turn into shit. Proshippers, people who hate on certain unproblematic ships for stupid reasons, some whitewashing or sexualizing fanart, and don't get me started on the fanfics. Ya'll are getting REALLY creative with those. If you saw the Logan and Barron gRAPE fic on ao3, or the aidelyn smut on Wattpad, you may know what I'm talking about. These are only TWO examples out of the HUNDREDS. This fandom sucks, and since there are so many people, there is literally NOTHING that we can do about it. NOTHING. Words can't describe how disappointed I am to be honest. "who does she think she is?" I'm a true sigma now GET OUTTA my face you local ;-; Anyways, there's so much more I can yap about, but this paragraph is already gargantuan. 

**My upload schedule.**

Yes yes I KNOW i've only posted like 3 one shots in the span of like 7-8 months. I'M. SORRY. I don't normally write, and I didn't realize how decent I was at it until people started commenting how talented I am lol. I'M FLATTERED. I didn't think I'd even develop a tiny lil community on here tbh, I just came cuz I was bored and at the time sbg was on hiatus for like a month. My new upload sched will probably be every 2-4 weeks (better than every 2-3 months.) 

**and finally, another boring authors note.**

Ok, so drop some ideas in the comments and TRY not to make them too cringe or boring. Don't get me wrong, I fucking LOVE writing fluff. But angst is more of an interesting thing for me, as a person with good perspectives on trauma and such. Either one is fine lol. If anyone wants to learn anymore about me, the boring author, maybe lmk and i'll drop my TikTok or discord. ANYWAYS, new fic coming soon my lubs! I LOVE YOU GUYSSS THANKS FOR READING MY YAP XD

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