WARNING/DISCLAIMER: this chapter includes smut so if you don't like that, DONT READ.
Taylor's POV
I woke up in the middle of the night.
I look at the clock and it reads, 2:17.
Ouch! Oh god my head hurts so bad. I pull Brendon's arm off of my shoulder and sit up before putting my palms on my forehead.
Brendon must be a light sleeper because he woke up soon after I sat up. "Hey you alright, Tay?" He asks me.
"Yeah I'm fine, I've just got the worst headache." I respond.
He stands up and starts walking to the kitchen. "I figured that might happen, so I made sure I bought some medicine." He tells me while getting medicine out of the cabinet.
He came back to me and handed me a glass of water and two pills. They looked like Advil. I tilt my head back, tossing the pills in my mouth and took a sip of my water.
Brendon sat back down and looked at me. He was smiling at me. "What?" I ask with a little chuckle.
"You are just so damn beautiful." He tells me, still looking at me with his soft eyes.
I put the glass of water down on the floor away from me so that I wouldn't knock it over.
"Brendon, I look like a mess right now. I don't have any makeup on and my hair-" I was cut off by Brendon's lips being pressed against mine.
I automatically pushed my eyebrows together because I wasn't expecting that.
Our lips stayed locked as I wrapped my arms around his neck and his wrapped around my my waist. Before I knew it I was on top of his lap.
We kept kissing until I suddenly felt something hard start to stick up from underneath me.
I chuckled against his lips and then let my forehead lean on his. "Not tonight." I tell him, still smiling.
He gritted his jaw, but not in an angry way, and looked up at me. "Why can't we? I'm not going to hurt you." He tells me with, what seems like, pure honesty.
"I believe you. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm still scared. And believe me I want to. But I need to listen to my heart and not only my head." I answer with complete honesty.
He lets out a sigh and looks back down. It hurts my heart to see him upset. It's not that I don't like him. I really like him but I don't think I'm ready.
"I'm sorry." I whisper.
I placed my hands on the back of his neck and lowered my lips down to his, giving him another soft kiss.
"I really like you, Taylor." He tells me after we pull away from each others lips.
"I feel the exact same way about you." I breathe out.
He picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. "Then let me love you." He whispers as he's carrying me into my room.
He lays me on my back and begins to kiss my neck. "Brendon..." I moan out. I put my hands on his chest to push him off. "Brendon.. wait.."
I get up and run to the bathroom. I hear him sigh and flop over onto the bed.
As soon as the bathroom door was completely shut I looked in the mirror and took a deep breath.
You can do this Taylor.
I reassure myself and then pull the ponytail out of my hair and made sure my hair looked descent. Just when I was about to leave the bathroom I notice something in the corner of the room through the mirror.
The lingerie.
I bit my lip thinking about it but after about three minutes of contemplating on weather or not to wear it, I decide to put it on.
Brendon's POV
I waited there for about 5 minutes. Maybe she's chickening out. Should I just let it go?
Just then, I heard the bathroom door open, so I sat up. There she was. The beautiful Taylor Jones stood in the doorway with one of her arms up on the wall and the other one down. "Well?" She giggled.
I nodded my head saying yes. "Come here, Taylor." I demand.
She walks over to me and sits back down on my lap. I put her hair behind her ear and she smiles at me. "You are so beautiful."I tell her once again.
She put her hands on the sides of my face. "Shut up." She tells me while chuckling. Then she pulls my face towards hers and gives me a passionate kiss.
She begins pulling my shirt off but I stop her an roll her over until I'm on top of her. Then I take my shirt of completely.
Taylor's POV
He gently put his fingertips on my shoulders and slid the slim straps off of me and then leaned his body over mine and kissed my neck, shoulders and collar bone. I started to breathe heavily.
He pulls the lingerie off my body and kisses my stomach. I reach my hands out and unbuckle his jeans. He stands up to take them off completely and then walks over to the door and shuts it.
He chuckles. "Sorry." He walks back over to the bed and begins to crawl back on the bed.
"Wait," I tell him. "I am not getting pregnant tonight! Put a condom on." I command with a laugh. I point to the dresser which has a few laying on top. They're Mandis' but I'm sure she won't mind.
After he puts the condom on, he walks back over to me smiling.
He crawls over top of me again, almost animal-like, with his palms on the sheets, next to my body.
He leaned down to give me yet another kiss. This time more passionate than before. He then goes from my lips to my chin, then my chest, stomach, and then to my inner thighs. His tongue sends my entire body tingling.
I laced my fingers through his hair and my back arched up from the pleasure. "Brendon.. Bren..." I moan out. I continue to moan until he lifts his head up.
His body is hovering over mine once again. "Are you sure you're ready?" He asks me. I bite my nail and think about it for a second and then nod.
He inserts himself into me and I can barely catch my breath. I gasp a few times before trying to steady my breath. Once were both used to it, he begins to pace his thrusting.
I spread my arms out and grab the sheets as tight as I can and they begin to curl up around me. "Brendon oh my god... Brendon.. Keep going." I tell him.
He puts his head close to mine again and nibbles at my ear and I can't help but smile.
He moves his lips back to mine and doesn't remove them. At this point I am moaning into his mouth. I finally pull away from his lips to breathe and I let out a few big breaths.
He speeds up.
"Uh -Brendon... don't stop. Don't stop." I'm so close.
He begins moaning also. Loud.
Suddenly the pleasure is so good that my entire body shudders and my legs shake wildly. He then pulls out of me and slumps over next to me on the bed.
I look over at him smiling.
"You are..." I begin to say. He puts his finger on my lips and tells me to 'shh'. He then leans in for another kiss. I had no problem kissing him back. He puts his hand down to my lower region. I chuckle. "No more Brendon. I'm tired."
He laughs at my comment. "Finnnnee. Another time." He says with a smirk.
I cuddle up next to him, intertwining my legs with his, and take no time falling asleep in his arms again.
I'm really falling for him.
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A/N
Hey guys so this chapter is super long but I hope you guys enjoyed it! Thanks for reading!
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