Lil' bro, my soul tired Don't wan' cry, but, I'm hurtin' inside Why I got to fake my smile, or she can't see that I'm tryin'? Perc' ten, grindin', I'm puttin' work in She know I ain't perfect, but she know that I'm worth it, oh, oh, oh
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𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐘 𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈 𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 ᴀʀɪ
bringing my hands up toward my damp face, i used both palms to wipe majorly of my fallen tears away. not even looking to see who was watching along the road with me.
i hated hated hated how i even ended up in this predicament
moved back to my childhood home to stay away from it and it's slowly all beginning to come over there. ruthless still will not allow life after toya's death to finally be normal.
went to the gas station across the street during school hours, got something to eat and as soon as i was done a wave of sadness came over me. could barely hold my tears until i got outside.
since the small i don't know, disagreement yesterday. my energy just has been off.
monte y the fuck are u crying?
i looked down at my phone for a split second reading my boyfriend's text. the notification shifting into a facetime of course shortly after.
looking up and around in traffic confused out my mind. i didn't see monte around neither in any of the nearby cars
"crazy" i mumbled, going ahead as soon as the light turned green. going to the nearest parking lot since i was being watched apparently.
monte natari?
sighing turning into a empty wendys lot, i peeped a red scat following me in closely behind through the rear view mirror.
