Youtuber one shots

Chris MD- the end of us

Summary: Chris seems distant. Y/n wants to keep it going until she's had enough.

warnings: Sad and baddie?
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Who knew that a long lasting friendship and relationship could end so quickly?

I was sitting in my room getting ready for my day. I was going to meet up with my boyfriend, Chris. We've been together for 4 years now, nearly 5.

When i was finished getting ready, i went to see if Chris had sent me a message to remind me about our day out. He would usually remind me because he would be too excited to not tell me about it, even though i'll literally be there with him. But i noticed that there was no notifications from anything. Weird but ok.

I walked out of my house and put my wired headphones in, blasting my favourite music. (you can pick what ever music) I kept on quickly glancing at my phone to look for a message from him, none. I tried not to think about it that much. Maybe he was just too busy to message me? Anyway, i found myself at a quiet park, the very park that we would meet before going on our little dates.

About half an hour into waiting at a sad bench under a shaded tree, i checked my phone and still saw no message. I went into our texts and made sure that i got the time to meet up correct. 2:30. It was so weird for him to be late. Has he forgotten? No, he couldn't.

I let all the thoughts run through my mind as i stared at a old couple. They reminded me of Chris and i. The old man had greyish blonde hair like Chris, and the old lady had y/h/c like mine. They looked so happy together, they were telling jokes while looking out at the small pond filled with ducks.

It was now 2:50 and still no sign of Chris. I began to think maybe he just got stuck in traffic or work. He doesn't live to far away but i was just thinking of any possibility other than he forgot on purpose. When it hit 3:00 i decided to give him a ring.
It rang for four rings before someone answered.

"Hello?" His voice spoke softly into my ear.

"Chris, hi, um where are you right now?"

He was quiet for a bit before speaking in a somewhat confused tone "I'm at home...why?"

Now i was confused. What does he mean why? I wanted to see what he was doing that was making him so late, maybe he was surprising me?

"Oh i was just asking...Are you with anyone at the moment?"

He paused for a moment then spoke "Yeah i'm with George, why?"

George? Why was he with his friend when he should've been with me?

"Oh.." That all i could get out. I looked around the park, i saw many happy people walking around with friends or family. Smiling and laughing. I wish Chris was here, since it is our park.

"Why is there something wrong? Can i not hang out with George?" He snapped back.

"No, no. I was just asking.."

He paused for a bit to see if i had anything else to say.

"Well i'm gonna go, me and George were kinda busy with filming so.." He stated.

I felt broken. Surely this was a prank and he was going to come soon...right?

"Oh okay..have fun"

He ended the call.

This seemed to happen frequently. Ever since that day, Chris would ask me to hang out, i would get ready and head to our park and sit at the same old brown bench under the shaded tree, and waited. I waited and waited and waited. Until i called him and he said that he was busy with George or someone else.

One day i called him and asked to hang out. He instantly said an excuse to not go.

I kept asking myself what changed between us. Did i do something wrong? I looked back on all the photos and videos of us going on dates, and i began to cry. He obviously doesn't want to be with me anymore, since it's been 4 months the last time we actually hung out.

*One month time skip*

Today was finally the day i tell chris that we need to break up. This relationship is not working. I walked over to his apartment, that wasn't too far away, and as i got to his door i waited a few seconds. I could hear laughing from inside. George must be there. I decided to be strong and knock, I knew i couldn't wait forever to break up with him. A minute went past and i knocked again, until the door swung open. That's when i finally saw his face for the first time in five months. But it wasn't a happy expression, more of a 'oh what are you doing here' kind of expression.

"Chris..."

He looked me up and down before nodding "Hey, come in"

I walked inside and to my surprise George was in fact there on the couch. I didn't really know where else to sit so i just stood in the lounge room with a smiling George looking at me.

"Hey y/n, haven't seen you in a while" George stated.

I nodded and looked at Chris as he walked into the room. Maybe he heard that and knew why i was looking at him because he lips went to a straight line as he nodded and sat on the couch next to George.

"Look y/n...i'm sorry for not seeing you. I just-"
I cut him off with my hand in front of his face to shut him up. This was my time to talk, i wanted to be in control.

"Chris Dixon. You haven't talked to me in five months, and i don't mean on text i mean in real life. Face to face. Five months! It's crazy that that's how long it has taken for me to finally put my foot down and do this... I can't do this anymore. It's broken me to see us slipping deeper and deeper down. I don't know what happened, maybe i don't even want to know but...i just can't deal with being stood up every week, everyday"

I took a deep breath before saying the one sentence i didn't think i would say.

"I'm breaking up with you..."

He just sat there. He was looking at my eyes when i talked but now they are on the floor. I know what he was thinking and i hoped that he would apologise. Apologies for leaving me hanging everyday. But no he just sat there and nodded. Nodded along to my words and agreed to breaking up.

It was like he was waiting for me to get angry at him so that he can easily get out of it. I felt a tear fall down my cheek as i saw him rise and say the words he said.

"Your right...it's time to be apart. Goodbye y/n"

And that was it. Chris and i where now just Chris and y/n. There no us or ours or we.

It's now been 2 years since we've broken up. He's moved on with a girl called Shannon. He moved on quite quickly actually, 4 weeks after we broke up.

But i didn't care, i found someone i think will last longer than Chris. His name is Arthur Hill.

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A/N

Thanks for reading this chapter! I actually relate to this one a bit with a friend of mine but not like romantically just friendly? Anyway, just a reminder that you are loved and i hope you enjoyed reading this and have fun ready all the other chapters 💗