My Little Secret..

Dead?

   /Alexis/

Ugh.. Who in their right mind is calling me at 2 in the morning? Without looking at the caller ID, i answered. "Hello" I said tiredly. I was Not  in the mood to talk. All I wanted was to sleep. "Hello?" There was no answer. "Is this a joke?" 'Hey Alex, it's me' she said almost in a whisper. "Catrina? Why are you calling me at 2 a.m? What's wrong?" I was confused. Catrina never called me unless it was an emergency. Slowly realizing that it might be, I sat up on my bed ready to hear whatever she was going to say. 'I am so sorry Alex. I don't want to do this, but i have to. Please don't hate me and please don't forget about me. I really do hope you understand. I love you.'  "What do you mean don't forget about me? Why are you saying sorry?" I was wide awake now. Before I could ask another question, she said sorry and goodbye before she hung up. I had no idea what she was talking about, but I knew it wasn't good. I jumped out of bed and ran to my parents room. I quickly woke them up telling them it was an emergency and that I needed to go to Catrina's house Now. I finally understood what she was going to do and i couldn't let that happen. Before the car even stopped, i opened my door and ran towards Catrina's house. When I arrived at her house, all the lights were off and it was quiet. I started banging on the door looking like a maniac, but i didn't care. I was ringing the door bell, calling, well more like shouting her name, but still, nothing happened. I kept banging the door, i think i almost busted the door down, that is until her stepmom finally opened the door asking why i was disturbing her at 2 in the morning. I just ignored her and ran upstairs to Catrina's room. When I opened the door, I froze.. 

/Catrina/

The phone call with Alexis wasn't as bad as I thought, it was worse. I felt like crying because I knew that would be the last time I was going to hear her voice. I looked around my room one last time. This is it I thought to myself. 'I'm gonna miss this place.' With that, I walked over to where i had left the pills. If I wanted to die, I knew I would have to take the whole bottle. I opened the bottle and took a couple in. It wasn't too bad, so I knew I need More. After about 20 minutes, I started getting dizzy and started getting a migraine. I was almost done with the bottle when I started hearing noises. I just ignored it thinking it was a side effect from the medication. Finally, I was able to feel myself going down, I knew I was loosing consciousness. "Goodbye World"