Dadzawa ||

[5]

Self harm!
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6:29 am, 3rd of July
Midoriya POV
I woke up to feel arms around my body, flinching just to realize it was Kacchan, then on a futon, was Auntie. I smiled, but remembering why they are here in the first place. I got up, not waking Kacchan up and walking to the bathroom, locking it. I let out a long sigh as I looked in the mirror, analyzing every part of my body. My eyes were red from crying so much, the bandages on my wrists, making me want to do more..and more. I looked through the drawers, nothing. There was what seemed to be a medicine cabinet, jackpot. I opened it to see medicine, of course, bandages, alcohol, cotton balls and finally some face shavers. I took one and held it up, 'I don't want to.' I began to put it back when I heard something.
'Why are you resisting??? You deserve it anyways.'
'It's your fault your mother's dead. Why did she die and you lived?'
'You're selfish.'
I held my hands to my ears, trying to shut them out but there was no use.

Third person POV
Izuku unwrapped his bandages, revealing his beat up skin. He placed the blade onto his skin, splitting it.
'Cut'
'Cut'
'Cut'
Cut after cut, he didn't stop until his arm was bleeding out, moving onto the other side.
'Cut'
'Cut'
'Cut'
Some scars were turning purple, as he finally dropped the razor and stared at them

Izuku POV
'What the..? It's as if I blacked out' I stared at my scars confused. 'I don't remember..' I got up and grabbed the alcohol, putting some on a cotton ball and cleaning my cuts, wrapping new bandages around my arms. 'How do I dispose of this..' 'oh, I could wrap the razor in my bandages. Yea!' I did so and put it in the trash. I walked out the bathroom and saw Auntie about to walk out the door. "Morning Auntie!" I said with a smile on my face, she turned to me, walked over and hugged me tightly. She was putting pressure on my wrists, I let out a tiny groan and adjusted myself so it wouldn't hurt as much. Tears rolled down my face as I cried in her arms. "I'm going downstairs now alright..Can you wake Katsuki up?" She said in a tired tone. "Ok-Okay." She let me go and walked out, I walked over to Kacchan and shook him.
"Mmm.." he rolled over as his eyes opened slowly.

Katsuki POV
"Morning Kacchan!" I could hear it in his voice, he was crying. "morning damn nerd." I got up and hugged him. I heard him groan when I did, so I loosened a bit and let go. I looked at him in confusion, why did he..? I brushed it off and walked to the bathroom. 'Yawn..' I washed my face and dried it with one of the extra towels. 'The fuck?' I looked on the floor and saw blood. I paused, it couldn't had been my mom..I know that. I looked around, investigating as I looked in the trash. Bandages, I know I saw Deku wearing bandages. The blood is probably his then, probably one of his cuts from his dad opening. I took the bandages up, since it was the only thing in the trash and felt something..inside?? I slowly opened it and saw a razor, covered in blood. '..shit.' I thought and stared at it. It took me a couple minutes to process, but I finally wrapped it up and put it back in the trash, trying to put it exactly how I found it. I cleaned the blood with the towel and put the it in my pocket. Yes, it was small enough to fit in my pocket.
I sighed as I walked out the room, going downstairs seeing food on the table. No sign of Mr. Aizawa, I sat down beside Izuku and looked down, fidgeting my hands as we waited. "Good morning, kids, and Mitsuki." Aizawa came into the dining room, mug in his hand.
"Morning." We all said as he sat down, mic behind him. We all ate as Aizawa, Mic and my mom spoke.
"You gonna take the UA test?" Deku turned to me and asked. "I guess so." I answered him. "Luckkyyy! I wish I could!" He said, loud enough for Aizawa to hear. "And why can't you? Should at least try." He turned and told him. "I-.." Deku started, but stopped. "He's quirkless." I finished for him. "Oh? And how come you never told us? Mic and I would be more than happy to train you.." he turned back to Deku and stated. "R-really??" Deku shot up in excitement, his body still weak though. "Of course," Mic said. "-but now that we are finished eating, shall we leave? I'll wash up when we come back." He finished as we all got up, and headed to the car.

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833 words not including this!
Thank you for reading my story :))
I'm trying to get better at writing, so tips are appreciated!
The story is so short because my head began to hurt, and I think I'm gonna take a nap.
I also had no idea what to name this chapter! If you have any ideas, write a comment here!
Until next chapter!