Ninjago oneshots

I'm so sorry ? (Greenflame)

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Warning might spoil the end of ninjago possession for some people

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very sad and depressing might have triggers. You have been warned so don't complain if there is . I spill my heart into my writings if you don't like them then i apologize don't complain just don't read it i don't need to be criticized. I have it enough thank you . Enjoy.

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Lloyd's p.o.v

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It's over , done , finished , forgotten , wait no , not forgotten never forgotten just a simple memory would be a better example of this , when my fellow ninjas and I pass will we just perish to another realm? I stood on the front deck of the bounty which now had upgrades thanks to Cyrus Borg , but my father , he sacrificed himself for the fate of ninjago and the sake of the other 16 realms . I took in a sharp breath of the crisp air which surrounded us and the open sea , the stench of fish rang the air but not enough to bother me nor cringe. It was time to dine on a feast together in celebration of the queens perish but I did not wish to partake in this event considering I lost someone very close and deep to me , but this is what he wanted , this is what he knew what would happen and his words played in my mind like a broken record player playing over the same sound many times in a skipping beat . I clentched the object which laid in my left hand , anticipation to destroy it was threatening to overwhelm me , sensei gave this to me , trusting me enough to hand me the fate of the 16 realms , yet if I did destroy this crystal it would mean to never see my father again and take on the consequence of never seeing him again , that was something i'm just not ready to accept and never think I will be . I was to distracted in my own thoughts to even notice the spikey haired ninja approach me , I was looking down into the water and just staring at my reflection as if trying to find my father within it , but I would never have the greatness of him .

"You okay..?" The brown eyed male divulged in a sense able manor .

I couldn't find the strength to look away from the water , I was unaware of the depressed aura I seemed to be giving off , all I did was give a soft nod to answer the others question but he wasn't taking the bait like I wanted him to , he just walked closer and took my right side and leaned on the brown railing , running a hand through his gelled hair and heaving a soft sigh.

"Ever sense we defeated the queen you haven't been the same Lloyd , you have just seemed to be falling and not letting anyone of us catch you , is this about your fath-" he stared to imply but I turned my head to him , my glowing green eyes which were catching the moonlight shot him daggers as he took a step back and I took one forward.

"Shut up ... just ... Shut up for once Kai!! Look at you talking about other peoples dead fathers but your not doing any better there buddy!" I jeered at him , words rolling like venom off my tongue, as I realized what I said I froze in place , seeing the fire ninja lunge towards me with enough force to knock me back a few feet and fall onto the deck .

I would not fight Kai , I will not fight him .

I threw my hands over my face in self-defense incase he was gonna throw a punch , but to my surprise it never came , I pulled my hands from my face to look at Kai who had his hands over his face and he fell to his knees , a masterpiece crumbled and thrown away , face in his lap and hands hiding his perfect face , hair still spiked .

I wish words were like little toy guns

No sting, no hurt no one, Just a bang bang rollin' off your tongue

(I wish words were like little toy guns)

No smoke, no bullets, no kick from the trigger when you pull it

No pain, no damage done

(I wish words were like little toy guns)

Just a bang bang rollin' off your tongue

(I wish words were like little toy guns)

I looked at the male in front of me , his body shaking and trembling , I hit that one spot that could be the only thing that would kill this boy , I was shaking as I crawled over to his side , before I could comfort him he stood up and wiped his eyes , looking down at me with eyes of hatred and betrayal , I felt my heart beating in my feet and ears , the way he was looking at me , hurt me so bad .

"Kai I-" I began to croak.

"Save it for someone who cares ." He turned his back to me and I watched the person who I didn't know cared most for me turn and leave me. I wish he hoaxed those words but no ... he was gone.

I heard a slam from our sleeping chambers , where all five ninja slept , yet how could I even call myself a ninja I couldn't even save my own father from the god damned stomach of the queen! They were only chains and I could not do it . I can't do this , I should of just died a long time ago and we wouldn't have these god damned problems .

I got to my feet , teetering from left to right as I looked down at the crystal within my grasp , I heard the voices of the other males heading on the deck and I absconded off to the hallway , I didn't know the waterworks that were going on in my eyes but drops kept hitting the floor with soft plits that weren't audible unless everything was silent which was very rare with this group . I had a acatalepsy of what I was supposed to do in my life , was I meant only to protect others and risk my life every time , not that I minded sense that meant the people I cared for would be safe , or was I meant to do more and greater things . Sure people come off the street and honor me but they don't know my personality they only know the things i've done and if I screw up what does that mean?

I went into the room where Kai was , I could hear weak sobbing , I bit my lip and pushed the door open , he silenced everything and just watched me move around the room watching me grab my accoutrements and shove them into a green duffle bag , he quickly wiped eyes as he stood up and grabbed the bag from me in a lugubrious manor , his face stained with dry tears which made my heart pang with guilt .

"Y..Your not leaving..." The tears started up again and his bangs stuck to his head as I walked over and pushed them away from his eyes and gave him a sad grin , taking the bag from his weak grip and I put it down on the bed and began to pack again , wrapping the crystal and putting it within the bag . Staying silent I put my hand up to my face to wipe away traitor tears which threatened to fall , then I heard a thump behind me and I quickly spun around on my heels to see Kai on his knees trembling once again. My heart was beating at a fast pace and my eyes softened and glistened with the soft mossy green which they always did when I felt sadness. Melancholy , if I could use one word to describe my fellow team mate right now it was that one .

"Y..You can't leave me ..." The male cried out to me , as if spilling his heart into his words , he looked so broken , I got onto all fours and crawled to the boy as he quickly embraced me , in a tight hug as he sobbed onto my shoulder , I felt bleak , I grabbed his shirt from the back and pushed him to me , running a hand through his hair in a comforting manor . I started to sob myself .

"I'm so sorry ."