Babies Innocence

chapter thirty

Emmett

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I held Greenie close and Ben placed me  in the high chair before placing a clean bib on me. This time I didn't beg for David to hold me, even though being in a high chair was stupid and humiliating, it's better than doing what I did yesterday and acting like a whiny little bitch. Tonight I'll just be quiet and eat, that's it. None of that crying baby stuff. I impatiently watched as everyone sat down and began making their plates. Just when I was ready to ask where my plate was Autumn scooted closer to me and I huffed already having an idea of what that means. I guess Autumn wants to feed me. I didn't complain, but I could just feel this uncomfortablness in me grow with how much I was getting use to this nonsense. I want to get angry at it, them, this whole dumb situation. Get angry and scream but I'd done that and I'm still here, fifteen, in a highchair about to be fed dinner by some strange lady who adores me too much. I pushed my uncomfortablness down and away, I'll just eat, Greenie's too hungry anyway to be denied food because of my problems.

I noticed tonight we were having spaghetti and meatballs with garlic bread and a salad. I could feel drool pooling in my mouth, those cookies definitely weren't enough. Autumn finally finished making her plate and I grew impatient, if they'd let me make my own plate I would've already started eating already. Everyone was eating now, and Autumn took her first bite. She then twisted some more spaghetti on her fork with a bit of meatball, she blew on it for a bit before bringing it to my lips. I really wanted to quickly eat it but Greenie hadn't eaten for who know's how long. She definitely deserves the first bite, and though it pained me to ask Autumn, I did, "Umm..." She looked at me confused asking, "What's wrong baby, are you not hungry?" I shook my head "No, "G-Greenie" I mumbled. Autumn's face scrunched up in confusion, and before she could ask anything else I pointed at Greenie held tightly in my arms. Greenie's eyes only focused on the spaghetti on the fork.

Autumn seemed slightly confused but I could see the gears slowly turning in her head before It connected. Autumn broke into a smile, "Oh my goodness, could Greenie, right here, be your new turtle friend ?" I could hear the amusement and adoration in her voice. I felt so embarrassed but she wouldn't understand Greenie's situation and I was willing to make sacrifices for Greenie even if it just egged on these people's decisions of me being and infant. Me and Greenie are in this together. The room suddenly felt warmer as I answered Autumn's question, " Yeah, s-she's hungry t-too..." My voice faded towards the end of my sentence.

"Oh my God, that is so freakin cute!" My eyes quickly darted towards Sam. He was looking at me as he gushed. Did he just call me cute? I'm sure I was a tomato at this point, I'm not 'freakin cute' they just don't understand. I looked away and down at the highchairs tray in front of me. I could hear coo's around the table. I could hear David speaking next, "Congrats big bro, guess you got Emmett a toy he seems to love. This is the first time he's shown so much love and interest in anything besides that bear cartoon. The turtle looks to be his favorite toy by far." Robert laughed, "Yep, I hope he loves it for a long time. I told ya I was gonna slowly become his favorite relitive, it's just gonna take some time." He sounded proud. I wanted to correct David and let him know that Greenie wasn't just a toy, she's different but they wouldn't believe me, I'd just be digging myself into a deeper hole of their delusion that I'm just a baby.

Autumn lifted my chin to look at her, "You say that Greenie's hungry?" I nodded my head and Autumn smiled  and spoke with finality in her tone, "Well I guess we better feed her then, can't have my baby's friend starving now." I felt a bit happy and relieved that she didn't dwell on my request too long. I felt a tingling nice sensation in my chest as I watched her give Greenie the first bite. Autumn doesn't seem too bad today. Next, I got to eat, the spaghetti and meatballs were very good. She gave us a bread stick that I held for Greenie to eat some. When Greenie was full I ate the rest. Greenie was full and I let Autumn know as she began trying to feed us salad. I tried to tell her I was full too but she wanted me to eat at least two bites of the salad. I complied only because she fed Greenie. Autumn seemed to be the last to finish her plate as everyone else just sat and talked. Soon when she finished both Greenie and I watched as everyone began clearing the table.

Autumn spoke to both Ben and Sam, "Could you guys watch Emmett while we get our luggage settled into the car. Matter of fact, Ben you've babysat babies before right?" Ben nodded,"Sure have, Auntie" She seemed relieved and continued speaking, "Good, go ahead and check his diaper and get him ready for us to leave. His coat is in his diaper bag near the couch. If he's wet himself you can change him, right?" Ben nodded. Autumn instructed,"Okay, but if you need help with anything let me or any of us know." She gestured to the other family members behind her. Ben agreed and began walking towards me. I huffed annoyed, great, all I needed was another crazy stranger looking at my genitals. I did need to pee again but I'm definitely gonna hold it in for as long as I can. To make things worse I just remembered that I've just been in a diaper and shirt ever since Autumn last changed my diaper. I could quickly feel my mood going bad. Ben lifted me into his arms and carried me into the living room and laid me onto the couch. He asked Sam to hold me in place and check my diaper while he went and got my coat. My body immediately stiffened and it I tried to squirm out of Sam's hold, but just like Autumn, he was stronger than my drug riddled body. I didn't have enough function or strength in my muscle's to get out of his hold. Easily overpowering me, he looked at and felt the outside of the diaper, he then pushed two fingers into the band of the diaper and confirm if I was wet or not. I wiggled in his grasp but he held me down firmly and when Ben came back he told him I wasn't wet. I suddenly felt angry, "I could've told him that." I yelled at them both and Ben chuckled, "I'm sorry, little guy." Right after, Sam spoke, "I just wanted to make sure you were clean, now let's get you all warm and snuggled into your coat." He didn't leave any room for me to argue as Ben immediately began slipping a plain yellow pair of leggings up my legs. I just glared at them.

They easily got me into that weird elephant coat and now I was sitting in Ben's lap impatiently watching everyone. I was beginning to sweat, I was getting hot being in this stupid coat while inside. Ben tried to make conversation, and I gave short reply's. He asked what my favorite color was, I answered, "Green." He praised me childishly, "Oh~, that's such as pretty color. I see Greenie is also green. Is that why you decided to make friend's with her?" I was surprised he mentioned Greenie and began to squeeze her to my chest when I realized Greenie wasn't in my arm's. My heart started to race and I wiggled in Ben's lap. I tried to get out of his hold and  Ben seemed surprised, "Whoa, whoa what's going on Emmett? Can you calm down and tell me what's wrong so big cousin Ben can help?" He spoke softly to me as he rubbed my back and bounced his leg. I didn't have a choice but to tell him, I couldn't escape his lap, "I-I need Greenie. Where's Greenie?" My voice came out a bit more shaky and whinny than I'd like but I didn't care at this point, I was starting to freak out, I can't leave without Greenie. I can't leave her in this hellhole by herself, we gotta stick together. Sam seemed to be listening and was quick to get up from the couch and go into the dining room. When he walked back into the living room with Greenie in hand I felt so relieved. He waved her in front of me and I quickly grabbed her and held her tightly in my arms. I whispered little sorry's to her and let her know that I would never abandon her. She understood and I was grateful.

Sam bent down to my level, he asked if I was okay. I nodded and just hugged Greenie tighter. Sam smiled and Ben tried to reassure me, "Now no tears, we brought your awesome little friend. It's okay baby." I shrugged. Ben tried to continue having a conversation with me but I was finished entertaining him and was ready to leave, at least at the other house there are less crazy family members I have to be around. At some point Ben just began talking to me about how he was going to come over to play with me when he could, and how he'd bring me new toys. He said he'd bring Greenie some snacks too, and Greenie seemed happy about that. It felt like forever before Autumn and David were ready to go. David had grabbed me from Ben and everyone said their goodbyes with talks of missing each other and visiting soon. They took turns kissing and hugging me goodbye, and when Robert held me for hugs and goodbye's I tried to push myself out of his hold as I looked at David. I tried not to cry but there were frogs in my throat and the uncle bounced me and apologized, he tried to tell much he loved me and would miss me. I just wanted out of his arms and not soon enough I was back in Davids hold and he was buckling me into the car seat of the car.

Finally we were on our way back home.