A/n: Requested by
Fluff and Comfort
✪Gender-Neutral Autistic Human Reader✪
WARNING: Overstimulation, and sensitive topics; read at your own risk
No One's POV:
You were currently in the theme park. It was growing dark out, and was growing more crowded by the minute. You stood frozen in place, your senses being overwhelmed by the noise and light.
You were bumped into a lot, only adding to your panic. Your breath quickened, as you felt tears begin to creep past your eyes.
Your hands gripped onto your ears as you breathed in fast and quick. Everything began to distort around you, becoming blurry, everything jumping around.
You couldn't focus on anything, it was so hard to. You couldn't breathe, you needed to get out! OUT, OUT, OUT!
You begin to walk around, your legs shaking, things bumped into you. Only adding to your distress.
Suddenly loud popping noises flooded into your ears. You attempted to turn and saw many colors in the sky; fireworks. No. No not now!
As everyone watched, you had enough. You ran, stumbling again and again. You didn't stop, you couldn't stop. You needed to get away and fast. Away from the lights, away from the noises, away from everything.
Finally you came crashing into the ground. You immediately got up and hid behind the nearest thing you could. There you sat, rocking back and forth. Shaking in distress, sobbing. Your chest heaving heavily, as you tried to breathe. It was hard. So difficult. Why now? Why did you decide to come here? You couldn't remember. It was so hard. Why? Why, why, why?
Your ears suddenly perked up slightly, a noise catching your attention, adding to your distress.
"Y/n?"
You only sobbed in response, turning your head to catch a glimpse of a familiar large purple creature you knew; Blu?
"Y/n are- are you okay?"
You didn't answer Blu's worried question. You continued to rock yourself, sobbing, trying to calm yourself down but failing.
Blu looked at you with worry. What was happening with you? Suddenly a light bulb seemed to appear in his head. He remembered from before where you mentioned that because of your autism it was easy for you to get overstimulated by loud noises and bright lights. Which basically defined everything going on at that moment.
Blu sighed, "Y/n--"
His voice was cut off by another loud pop from a firework, making you yell out and cover your ears more.
Blu raised his hands. "Y/n hey. Hey, hey, hey, Y/n, it's okay."
He knelt next to you, making sure not to touch you in case it made you uncomfortable. He said in a soothing voice, "Y/n. You're going to be okay. I promise. I'm here for you."
He kept talking to you in a soothing tone, which was better than the loud noises invading your ears.
At last, your sobs quieted enough so you could speak, "H-Hurts..."
Blu frowned, "I know it hurts Y/n. But I promise, I'm right here. And I'm leaving anytime soon."
Blu kept his promise; he never left your side even once, for what felt like hours.
At last, you finally reached a point, where you calmed down enough to speak again with sobbing.
"I'm sorry, Blu..." You said wiping your tears
Blu frowned, "Sorry? Sorry for what?"
You turned your head away, "I ruined, ruined everything" Your fists clenched and unclenched in a pattern, a way of trying to focus on something other than the noises and bright lights around you.
Blu shook his head, "Of course not. You don't do that at all."
You jerked and shook your head, "I-I do! I really do! I do! I hate my, my autism. It makes me weird, and makes people not like me-" You cut yourself off as you sobbed.
Blu scooted a little closer, "Don't say that. People do like you. Like me, I like you. And so do the other IF's. And your autism does not make you weird. Okay? It makes you... It makes you special!" Blu smiled comfortingly at you.
You sniffled. "You- You think so?"
Blu chuckled and nodded, "I know so. Best bud"
You sniffled again and smiled wobbily, "B-Best buds"
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IF Movie characters Oneshots and Scenarios
FanficA bunch of Oneshots and Scenarios of the characters of the new IF movie.