𝓐𝓫𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓽𝓮ᵍᵉⁿˢʰⁱⁿ

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This story contains : Smut, gore, swearing/cursing, violence, manipulation, obsessive and yandere themes, toxicity, C! Wilbur Soot (Insanebur), insane! reader, toxic! reader, sadism, masochism, Fatui and many more.

Disclaimers : Dream SMP belongs to Dream, Genshin Impact belongs to MiHoyo/Hoyoverse, you belong to yourself and the character, Insanebur, belongs to Wilbur Soot. I do not support Wilbur Soot in any way, and do not condone yandere/obsessive behavior. If you or someone you know starts acting like this, seek help. C! Wilbur (Insanebur) is a FICTIONAL CHARACTER and not Wilbur Soot (William Gold).

Rules : No Anti-semitism, sexism, racism...etc. No being rude (jokes are fine if the others are okay with it), cyber-bullying, politics and please have decent manners and refrain from commenting sob stories. Or anything about your 'trauma'. This is wattpad, not a place to vent. You can move to private dms with someone, or share in someplace that accepts venting.

Songs from Derivakat and others will be added. No, it will not necessarily be only Insanebur or DSMP songs.

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LYRIC BREAK - Lyric breaks will be set to steam off or calm down a little after a heated part in the story. May appear between chapters or paragraphs, the song will be the song of the chapter, and if the lyric break is a chapter in itself, it will be titled as such.

Tip : Pay close attention to lyrics.

White streak in my hair but no stress now
Trade-off, that guy's looking like a mess now
Driving off the tracks, but I'm back
And I've seen hell but this is a bit more my style.

I'm alive, I'm revived, I survived
You surprised? Gonna cry about it?
You should see the other guy
I've returned and I've waited my turn
A decade of time to make everything mine.

Am I the bad guy?
I'll be the bad guy again
Just like last time
And we all know how that ends
No one came to help
So I'll help myself instead
You think I cared?
It was always a means to an end
I've got my second chance
I've got a new lease on life
It's not just circumstance
No, it was all in good time.

So who cares? So what?
I'm not calming down
Screw that, keep up
Now look around.

There's nothing wrong with me
I'm better now that I'm free
'Cause I've seen the other side
And now I'm back where I wanna be
It was thirteen and a half years I spent
On that platform in hell
But I've come back hell-bent.

White streak in my hair but no stress now
Trade-off, the guy's looking like a mess now
Driving off the tracks, but I'm back
And I've seen hell but this is a bit more my style...

I'm alive, I'm revived, I survived
You surprised? Gonna cry about it?
You should see the other guy
I've returned and I've waited my turn
A decade of time to make everything mine.

This is my sunrise
This is my dawn
This is what I've waited for all along
All of this time
All this is mine
Mine, mine, mine, I'm alive!

[Shut up and listen.]

'Cause I'm back and I've found my will to live
I'll say I'm sorry but you don't have to forgive
'Cause regardless, I'm moving on
Regardless, to the next big thing
A throne will always await a king
But now the train's left the station
The ticket price of my patience
A decade stuck in location
Of misery and damnation
And now I see the causation
Of all this pain and frustration
It's everything that I've taken

Oh, yes, I blew up the nation.

There's nothing wrong with me!
I'm better now that I'm free
'Cause I've seen the other side
And now I'm back where I wanna be
It was thirteen and a half years I spent
On that platform in hell
But I've come back hell-bent.

White streak in my hair but no stress now
Trade-off, the guy's looking like a mess now
Driving off the tracks, but I'm back
And I've seen hell but this is a bit more my style.

I'm alive, I'm revived, I survived
You surprised? Gonna cry about it?
You should see the other guy
I've returned and I've waited my turn
A decade of time to make everything mine...

White streak, white streak in my hair
And I'm not going, not going back there
And if there's one thing, one thing that I'll swear
I'll be back for a while, kid
So go ahead and sm:)le.

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