Hyunjin my redamancy

Talent

I could feel a single tear escaping my eyes as I opened them " great !!" I muttered mentally

" good your up" the man says looking at me and with embarrassment I looked down. " do you want a bite" he asked but he was just too kind it gave me father vybe. In a no motion I shook my head not wanted to be a bother but my stupid stomach had to make a scene.

" it's really good!!" He told me handing me a sandwich and I hesitated but he waited until I reached for it. " what's your name" he asked " azriel" I spoke in almost a whisper " am Jin" he says and took a big bite into his sandwich. " you reminded me of someone" he says again when I didn't say a thing and with a small chuckle I responded " unlikely" ..... so he spoke up again "you sound a little bitter toward yourself" he replies

" it's the truth I mean me?? And if Am guessing right ,that someone is precious to you I can't remind you of somebody that's precious" I replied but we were interrupted" prepare for landing in 5" the air-hostess says and everyone started to shuffle " don't worry this won't be that condescending" he says but I was too busy wondering what's next ??

What's there for me in the unknown?? Just what if ...... what if I get to catch just a tiny break from disaster?? And before long we we're landing. " well am getting the hang of this" I say as the door slowly opens " thank you for flying with Norman manly international airport , you have reached your destination" we heard but everyone was too busy heading out.

When my turn came to walk out I felt the cool air in my face but I was in awe at the veiw wow!! " first time to Korea" the air hostess asked but all I could do was shake my head " I had that same look ......enjoy your stay" she says and then it hit , if I didn't dance or show any talent then on the plane back to the country which cause me misery I was going....... And. That made walked a little faster.

A few  minutes was all it took before I saw a man holding a sign with my name on it . " a word of advice .... Take it easy on yourself your so young things could take a turn for the better so don't stand in the sidelines" that same man who had became my temporary father said and then he walked away......

That little continent did wonders for me because soon I was leaving my troubles at the airport. As soon as I had reached the man he looked to see it it was only my nap stack bag but unfortunately it was " anymore luggage" the man asked and embarrassed I shook my head " go on have a seat" he says opening the door for me and feeling out of place I sat.

If I told you I was feeling epic then believe me I was. Sitting in the back of black Hindi civic while looking at the trees that pass me by might be a basic thing for most people but for me it was paradise. Korea was beautiful and I would live here for an eternity . Time had flew by and soon I was walking out and into an horizons with " jyp entertainment on it" walk right in and take two lefts that's where the audition room is .......

The driver says and then he was off. Being the idiot I was I had to behave like a little kid that went to Disney land for the first time. I could tell by just the look of it that this place could buy my life and still has change. Unlike my one red and white Jordan, black bell foot pants and white shirt , this place was exquisite " wow" I said doing a little spin " it's real am here...... oh my god , oh my god" I shout and soon started jump

Unaware of the persons walking I felt a shoulder bounce me and I went flying on my butt. " best entrance ever" don't you agree??

" am sorry, am so sorry" I muttered but that's when I saw two hands reached out to me and I was hesitant for a bit but I took them without looking up . " are you ok" I heard a voice say but I knew this voice . It sounded as if he was an angel but had a tint of devil in his voice. When I was fully up on my feet I realized it wasn't one but 8 men. Wait that's .......

" this way stray kids" a woman says and I stepped back bowing " am really sorry, please forgive my clumsiness" I said again but all he did was stand there. " it's ok ..... it was just an honest mistake just be careful you could break somewhere" he tells me and I nodded after which I walked away

Hwang hyunjin?? Is that really him ???? I guess but he's kind .... For my safety I suppressed the urges to squeal and head up make me look at the man him self " JYP" " good day" I say bowing my head and he nodded "grab a number and take a seat" he says and I walked away screaming in my head .

" as you all know this audition will define your place so do your best and be confident" he says and all the participants clapped. So far everyone that went up there was a gem but myself was um let's say not intimidating. All of them were good and I felt belittled by my own small mind.

" 15" he called and i walked forward " what's your name" he asked " azriel foster" I responded " tell me a little about yourself" he says and that was suprising to me since there isn't much to tell . " I am a self taught contortionist, drawer , dancer , singer , rapper and model. I love reading and I love being alone" I said " love being alone ?? Or that's your only option so you tolerate it......." He asked and it may sound rude but the truth hurts.

" do your thing azriel" he says and mentally I started to play bye bye bye . Focusing on my body I moved my hands feet and other body parts .
Being the fact that I was soar from over dancing for 1 week so it hurted a bit but ...... it was just a little pain thought so I could take it. Being very careful as to where I add energy and where I didn't I danced like it was me alone in the world.

For once in so many years I got to express all my emotions in one category

I danced with the excitement of being here....... I danced with the nervousness of being infront of so much people, I dance with the sadness of my life, I danced with the fear of being rejected, I dance with the loneliness of knowing if I pass or not I'll have no one that takes it as a big deal.......... I was happy but was I really???