Love is not that simple

04

Rrringggg Rrringgg ! 

Taehyung looks at his phone , 'Ma' written on the screen . He quickly turned off the phone and put it back in his pocket . "Too bad the hospital does not allow anyone besides the patient to stay." He says to jungkook that is watching the tv in the living room . 

"yeah i guess they does it to allow the patient to rest properly." Jungkook consoles Taehyung , seeing that the man had a sad expression on his face . "Don't worry just another day and tomorrow he'll be discharged already."

Taehyung sighs . 

"Are you bored?" Jungkook asks . 

"Well Hoba suddenly had a thing to do , jimin is in the hospital , and you're not even talking to me . What do you think?" Taehyung says pouting . 

"Okay fine . Lets talk about stuff then ." Jungkook turns off the tv to completely focused on taehyung . trying so hard to not be awkward with Taehyung , to not focused on his feelings and just be there for taehyung. "Look i can be Jhope for a moment if you want . what do you want to do ? Cuddles ? Or freaking more than that , cause i can give it to you , you know!" Losing his temper at a freaking second because what taehyung says just implicated that he does not like jungkook and HE IS BORED WITH HIM . Yes , the man had a freaking feelings and he overthinks too sometimes. 

"yahh i'm sorry. I didn't meant that i'm bored with you .. it's just that you're so distant from me .. You look like you don't even wanna be here with me right now .." Taehyung says carefully . 

Jungkook snaps for a second , OH GOD DID HE JUST GOT MAD AT HIS FREAKING CRUSH ?! FUCK what am i supposed to freaking do now ! "uhhh taehyung-ah , no its not your fault . I am sorry i blurted out nonsense. Sorry kay? Please forgive me ." Jungkook bravely puts his hand on taehyung's hands to implies that he is really sorry . 

From the observation that he had done , he thinks Taehyung really loves physical contact . It makes him smile and happy . It calms him down , he saw it happened when jimin hugs taehyung at the hospital . 

Taehyung looks at his hand that is held by jungkook now . "okayy.. i'm sorry too." He held jungkook's finger back and smiles at him . "You look a bit scary when you're angry tho , don't get mad at me." 

"no no i will never get mad at you . Its my fault completely, i misunderstood your words ." 

Trying to be more braver than before , Jungkook caress taehyung's cheek softly. Thinking this is the only moment he can take the chance . No one is there , only he and taehyung would know he did it . "Hyung was right . You are cute." 

Liking the act of affection, Taehyung held jungkook hands to stay at his cheeks . "He is right about you too , you're sweet ." Taehyung sighs relieved, finally jungkook gets past the barrier between both of them and able to acts more comfortable around him . 

But taehyung actually is  wrong , well Jeon Jungkook  maybe are sweet in the deep inside but he never behaves this sweetly with anyone else , except for his beloved mother . Jungkook realises maybe Taehyung is more than a simple crush to him . He realised now that he actually felt emotionally attached with this man . 

Taehyung on the other hand , He craves physical touch so much , that is how he knew he is loved . Jimin is the only one that he can earn that from before this , before everything in his life went to hell after he admitted his sexual preferences. His family that is once almost perfect to him crumbles , just like that . His parents spoiled him from his birth until his teenager years , only to end up being the one that he hates so freaking much up until this moment . 

Even after he said he hated them with every single cells in his body , Taehyung knew that he is not able to do that . His Ma and Papa was his everything. I mean they did gave him everything he ever needs in life while growing up , their loves , their adoration , their genes . They really gave him everything. And it takes a lot , he can't just forget about those things !