I sit in a pile of my tissues and tears. How can this be.
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Positive. I can't believe it's positive. Harry is going to kill me. What did we do wrong? We used protection. We used all of it. I even had a birth control implant to prevent it. Why didn't this work?
I continue to cry frantically until I hear a slam downstairs, signalling Harry is home. He groans, climbing the stairs one by one, slowly. I can already tell he had a bad day.
Regardless of my situation, I quickly jump up from the bed, wiping my tears and greet Harry at the doorway of our bedroom.
" Hey! How are you?" I smile through all my fear.
" What's wrong? You've been crying. " He narrows his eyes in confusion, and I freak out mentally.
" N-No. I just have um... something in my eye." I laugh, trying to get him to believe me.
" Spit it out. What's wrong?" He is onto me and I can't continue on with this. I cover my eyes to block out the flood of tears flowing profusely down my warm cheeks.
" Harry, I'm pregnant." The words flow out of my mouth before I could stop them.
His face falls, and as quickly as he had arrived, he's gone. I can hear him throwing things as he goes downstairs, loud clashes of glass shattering loudly, along with my heart. I run down the stairs in a chase to talk to him.
" Harry! Pl-"
" No! Get away from me! I don't even want you! You cheated on me!" He spits.
My jaw drops to the floor. How can he say that?
" Why would I cheat on you? You're the only one i've ever been with!" I try to plea with him, but it's not working.
" We used protection. You even got that shit put in your arm. " He points at me, and I honestly want to break off his finger.
" Are you crazy, Harry? Birth control is never a hundred percent reliable. And even if I ever would have cheated, has it dawned on you that the supposed perfect birth control would keep me from getting pregnant? You can't sit there and say just because we used protection that I cheated. Just because it failed to work doesn't even mean I remotely cheated on you!" I shout trying to get my point across.
" What the fuck ever. I don't ever want to see you again. Stay the fuck away from me!" He storms out of the house, slamming the door. My worst fears came true. He's gone. The only man I've truly loved has left me. I'm going to be a single mother, and he isn't going to give a damn. I collapse on the floor, and cover my face with my hands. Why did things have to end up this way?
* 9 months later*
" Ma'am you are almost ready to push. Just a few more minutes and we'll be all set to go!" The doctors perky voice almost sends me over the edge. Just a few hours ago, my water broke. My sister took me to the hospital immediately. Unfortunately she had to leave before I could deliver. The truth is, I'm not feeling hardly any pain. The only pain I feel is from Harry several months back. I still haven't been able to get over it. My heart will always be torn apart.
" I'll be back in just a few moments. " The doctor who annoys me walks out the door, and I slam my head back on the pillow in pain. Pain from Harry.
" Mia." I open my eyes to meet with a familiar pair of sea-green eyes I have been longing to see for ages. No. I'm dreaming. This is all a dream. Harry would never in a million years talk to me. He said it himself.
" Mia, baby are you okay?" It's actually reality. What is this?
" Harry? W-Wha-"
" Mia listen. I'm so terribly sorry. I am so fucked up. I can't believe I have honestly missed 9 months with you. You are my everything and I should have been there for you. I was terrified. I never meant to hurt you. I am just afraid I won't bee a good father. I don't want to be exactly like my father has been. He was a coward. He hurt me in every way and I just don't want to hurt you or the baby. I love you. Please, please, please take me back! I've learned my lesson. I haven't even left the house the entire nine months. I have been living off of the food I had left in the kitchen. I didn't even eat most of the time. I didn't have a reason to live. I was such a fuck up. But now I realize that our baby needs a dad. And I will be here for every fucking step of the way. Please."
The tone in his voice pulls on my heart strings and I can't say no. His eyes start to water and his face reddens. I hate seeing him hurt. Even though he has completely destroyed me, I could never do the same to him. I love him. " Yes."
He smiles widely, and bends down, closing his lips around mine. He slowly draws back, and leans in again, ending with a sweet, soft kiss.
" I love you." He whispers. " I love you more." I respond back.
* 2 hours later*
" Congrats! It's a girl!" The doctor squeals, handing me the screaming baby. Harry quickly reaches down, pleading with his eyes that he wants to hold her. The second she is in his hands, she stops squirming. He is magic.
He laughs, raising his eyebrows in surprise. " I told you you'd be a perfect dad." I coo.
" Okay, we're ready for the next one." The doctor chirps, and my heart sinks.
" What?" Harry and I both shout
" You have twins? You didn't know?" Her eyes widen, and my heart sinks. How could I have not known?
" Well, get ready babe!" Harry waves his arm at me, and I playfully glare at him. I can't believe we're having twins.
Moments later, a baby boy is brought into the world, and is inside my arms.
" Darcy and Edward." Harry shouts.
" What?"
" That's what their names should be... I-If you want." He turns his gaze away from me, and I know this is what he truly wants their names to be.
" Yes. Little Darcy, and little Edward." I smile, and so does he.
" I swear I will always be here. I can't believe I missed all nine magical months. I promise I will be there forever, and next time, we will have so much fun within nine months. " He jumps.
" What do you mean 'next time'? Unless you have a baby the size of a watermelon come out of your penis, I don't want to hear about it. " I joke.
" Alright. NURSE! GIMME A WATERMELON! He shouts, and I reach my one free arm to cover his mouth.
" Alright, alright!" I stick my tongue out at him, and he pinches it with his left arm, cradling the baby in the other.
" I love you, Mia." He bends down, planting a sweet kiss on my lips, and I could sit here in this moment for the rest of my life. This man gives me no control. I'm all his.
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Hiii! I hope you loved it babe! You know who you are ;) Love you! xoxoxo
Stay perfect!
~Harry'slove<3
