heather. poetry

★,, importance

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i feel like a clown
wanting to drown
feels like I was born to be
just thrown

i know for a fact that I
mean nothing to anyone
i wanna know what it feels
to be important to someone
just for once.

i cry everyday and everytime
i wake up,
everytime I remember you my
whole body starts to shake up

i wish I was dead
wish my lifeline was put to an end
what's the point of living when
all you wanna be is fucking dead

wish you saw me like how I saw you
the most perfect person, and the most important person

oh to be that person of yours
i just want to be loved by you
otherwise my sickness has
no cures

it hurts knowing I'm nothing to you
but I just want you to look in my eyes
for once and say you love me
or you wanna hear my cries

please say that you love me
or I'll die
i don't wanna do nothing
for I just wanna die and cry

forever.

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based on real life situations <3