My Dominant Alpha's

Update

Hey everyone, I don't know if you have seen the update on my profile or not, but to give a little bit of a explanation about 3 years ago now my mother was diagnosed with colon cancer which had moved the the liver. After my mom was diagnosed I had tried to spend has much time with her outside of my work hours. I had really lost motivation to write but I tried to either edit or post on my story.

    After the doctors clarified my mother has stage four terminal I started to slowly spiral. Honestly my book was the very last thing on my mind. Between what I was going to do has an 18 year old with a young brother to take care of and a mother who I realistically know didn't have much time left. I had left this book unattended and it sorry for that. I would love to say that I'm back and ready to write more than ever but honestly I'm not.

      Losing my mother crushed a lot of me and sadly my creativity and love for writing were in the part that was crushed. I truly don't know how long it will take me to update another chapter if I even do. I always imagined the different endings I could have for this book but no nothing comes to mind.

      This book just reminds me of the time I would still next to my mother excitingly explaining how people actually read my book and no I look to my side just hope she would tell me just one more time how proud she is that I love my hobby's like I do and that she's glad others appreciate my work like she does.

     It hurts. It truly does you would never be able to imagine this pain without going through it. Anyways I just wanted to explain why I haven't been updating or anything like that. I'm also truly sorry to say that I don't think I'll ever finish this book has it brings a lot of memories I'm just not ready for yet.

   I hope all of you guys are doing well have a great day.

I truly love you ma and I hope your doing well in heaven I will forever love and miss you. Don't worry I'll take care of Nate I'll be there in your place watching all of his mile stones and remind him of how proud of him you are and how much you love him. Even though I know I'll never be able to replace you I will try to fill that hole just a little bit for him. We will never forget you and not having you here with us will always cause a pain however I know you are no longer in pain. I hope you are proudly watching over us. See you later ma.

3/2/24 🕊️