Royalty Family

Solace

After a very long exhausting night, the others finally returned to their family bringing their 2nd most cherished kid safe. They let a out deep sigh knowing he's okay. But. Fourth doesn't understand why he wasn't cherished, despite being one of the bottoms. Well most of them are cherished and taken care of yet he wasn't part of it.

Even with his boyfriend? never. He never found Solace in his family at all, maybe if he was kidnapped too. They'll probably won't do anything about it but to sit down and worry about Aungpao.

Every reverie he had in his sleep, every what ifs in his head. Nothing will changed. He used to be his mom's favorite but he suddenly just changed.

"Everyone hates me. Don't they?" Fourth asked himself while rethinking about his whole life. Everything feels like a dream.

"KNOCK KNOCK*

"Come in..." Fourth said in a quiet soft voice. His mom slowly entered. As soon as Fourth saw his mom he shot up, now sitting down in his bed after laying down for too long.

Dunk closed the door and slowly approached his son. "Mom..? What's wrong?" Fourth asked. "I'm supposed to be asking you that. The whole ride home you were quiet." Dunk replied to his son.

Fourth looked down watching his fingers fidget around. "Well.. Aungpao was sleeping, and I didn't wanna disturb anyone who's prosessing everything that happened." Fourth then said after a long silence. "And.. I didn't want anyone yelling at me.." Fourth added.

Dunk looked at his son, his eyes turning soft as soon as he realized his son is sensitive when is comes to yelling. "Let me ask you a genuine question. It may sound personal." Dunk said warning his son. Fourth just nodded.

"Do you ever feel loved with us?"

As soon as that words left his mom's mouth he was kind of shocked. Fourth looked at his mom's eyes making eye contact with him, seeing his mom's eyes makes him wanna tell the truth.

Fourth took a deep breath then answering. "No..." He said in a quiet voice. He felt his tears starting to form. "Why?" Dunk asked again with shaky voice after realizing what his son really felt.

"I... I always wonder if I ever cross your guys' minds.. If I was ever in a situation again where in I got kidnapped, will you guys come looking for me like what you did to Aungpao? I know I'm sounding unreasonable but.. It's the truth."

After hearing those words coming out of his son's mouth, Dunk started to regret everything.

He layed his hands of Fourth's soft black hair and caressing it trying to comfort him.

"I'm so sorry. I didn't know you were feeling that kind of stuff." Dunk said. "How would you know if you never asked me my feelings." Fourth said.

"Mom. I'm tired can I take a rest?" Fourth asked. Dunk then nodded following his hbbson's commands, he then left Fourth's room and went to his and Joong's room.

I could never find solace with anyone. Never.