imma make a part 2 kasi i feel extra yap-py and i have nothing better to do.
i did some reflecting and i just realized na i didn't really respond sa mga things na sinabi mo im saur sorry, naoverwhelmed lang si baklita.
out of all the things you said, one thing struck me and i just wanted to clear out yung sinabi mo na you want to return the favor of me helping you out. oh please, you have absolutely nothing to actually return! i did all of those things you mentioned kasi i knew you badly needed a friend at that time! another reason why is because i actually really cared about you. pls be assured that im not expecting anything in return and pls dont feel obligated to give me something back:))
i just had to ask bat kilala nako ng pamilya mo😨? (yes, im still scared of ur fam in general)
and also! thank you for realizing where you went wrong and for actually apologizing, i sure do hope though that you do better in your current and future friendships/acquaintances/ relationships. i hope that whatever happened in the past will serve as your eye opener and you'll use it as leverage to get better at handling your struggles with communication and/or commitments.
greatly appreciated din yung pag open up mo with how you felt at that time:D it gave me some perspective na it wasn't just me who felt horrible with our set up, kaya thank you talaga for clearing that up.
about the cellphone number thing, i actually laughed out loud abt that plenty of times since ive read ur letter HAHAHAHA i mean its nice to know you still have it😆 i still have yours too, dont worry dalawang number pa nga yun e😆.
yung sa backburner thing naman, pls know na i will never make u nor anyone i know of, a backburner. not only because its a terrible thing to do (please dont do it to anyone), but because i care deeply talaga and di ko kayang gawin yun so no, lol.
lastly, thank you for saying na you'll try your best. though im not sure in what context but go lang! slay your way up this life! try your best always!!
okay done na ang aking yapping sesh. i think that's all i wanna say as response. pls dont be too overwhelmed with all this HAHAHAHA. i wanna apologize ulit kung super all over the place yung part 1 kasi honestly sabog nako that time na sinulat ko yun, my emotions ate me up kaya talagang very harsh niya.
anyway, please dont feel obligated to reply to this. if ever you want to reply here parin sa wattpad i probably would not be able to read it na and it wont reach me na kasi ayokong constantly i-check tong wattpad😆 overall, just do me a favor and dont reply here.
a note sa messenger indicating you already read this would prolly suffice of letting me know (if messenger notes will still be a thing in the future). drop "badibadoo" or beanot or anything familiar idk. or u could feel free to hmu to reply if u want to (which i feel like is very unlikely for you to do talaga)
okay final final notes for you kasi u deserve it (or maybe kasi wala talaga akong magawa rn):
take care of yourself! when you read this, i hope na you're in a much better and safer mental space and i hope life is treating you nicely the past few months we haven't spoken. and i have to say na this would be the closest (and the last) thing to a closure letter i could offer you. even though im sure you would probably read this months after i posted this here. just as long as it reaches you, i dont mind how long it will take. i cherish our past just as much as u do too! i think nothing and no one will come close to how tight our friendship was in the past for me:DD
okei im done~
10:12 PM
