MY JOURNEY: EROTIC TALES OF SHALINI

Chapter 3: Years of transformation

A warm welcome to all my friends! I totally understand how disappointment feels like. This is how I felt when I went through transformation years that starts at the age of 16 and continues throughout our life. All those characters I mentioned in previous chapter, they are the important characters of my life. The hot part of my life you guys are waiting for...it comes in later part of my life, but it does come. I'm a seductress everyone desires to be. I do justice to everyone, and I want you guys to understand that everything desirable or mighty takes its time to establish, to grow, to manifest. So my dear readers! Please don't confuse my story with some cheap sex story you find on some cheap website. My story has good stuffs too, but it comes with some class, some dignity. It makes it even sexier. If you have some class too, you definitely realise how true my words are.

Let's start with the part where we left in the last chapter. It was results day of 10th board exams. I had scored enough to take admissions in commerce stream but I wanted to choose arts stream. I was not one of those studious types. I liked to live my life to the fullest. Rohan as usual scored highest in our batch, his name registered on the topper's list of the year. Sonia scored second highest. Anyways after exam results, we decided to celebrate in Centuria Mall which was nearby our school. The mischevious beings of our class would usually hangout in this mall whenever the bunked. All of us decided to meet at 05:00 PM. Presence of each and every classmate was mandatory, even Rajan. We had asked Subodh and Vishal to get Rajan with him too.

However, when everyone reached Centuria mall at the given time of 05:00 PM, Subodh and Vishal did not bring Rajan with them. Reason being, he was working at his father's garage. His father won't let him leave for home until it was 09:30 PM. A moment later, everyone started looking at me. The same moment, I recalled everything he had written in that letter and...the whole crowd burst into laughter. We grabbed our chairs in the restaurant area where we ordered 37 burgers, one for each student. I was searching for Rani and to my surprise, I found her sitting with Rohan in a very very intimate way. I could never imagine Rohan would date Rani. Sonia was sitting on a separate table. I was waiting for the burger when I realised that Vishal was coming towards me with a plate of burger in his hands. I ignored his decorated plate which had a rose in it. He knelt down putting the plate on the table and taking the rose in his hands. "Will you be my lover?" I heard such words from his mouth. I was not at all interested and such words coming from his mouth, turned me off. I said sterny, "No!". He went away with his hopes shattered. Subodh was consoling him but he was looking the other way with a sad face. I never liked when somebody felt sad but come on, isn't accepting a proposal not so easy for any girl on this planet. This is the reason why boys wonder around with broken hearts. I don't want to break anybody's heart, I just want to feel the momeny and enjoy today's day.

I was enjoying my cold drink after having my burger when I heard a voice, "Shalini!" I turned back and saw Nivedita. "How are you Nivi!" I replied after a pause. She sat beside me and started saying, "Whatever happened was not expected by any of us. We never thought we would take this matter this much seriously. For a guy who was not going to be ours, we forgot our 8 years long friendship. Today is the last day we are meeting. Who knows which college you would opt for? Or whether we are doing to meet ever again or not..." She started crying. I hugged her tightly and said, "We are friends Nivi. We will always keep in touch." We started having our burger together. We laughed about that incident of Rajan. By 09:00 PM we left for our homes. I was feeling so hapoy for the first time in last one and a half years. It was Nivi I've been missing.

Next day onwards, I started searching for a suitable junior college for myself. Like I said, I wanted to opt for arts. So inspite of my father's repeated pleas and my mother's continuous warnings, I opted for arts. I took admission in Angel's Junior College of Belapur which was one and a half hours away from my home. I purchased a new dress, a new bag and  a couple of notebooks. I tried jeans t-shirt for the first time in my life. I took a bus to my college. The bus was very crowded and full of people who were going to work. Some of them were office employees while some were labourers. Some bhajiwali (vegetable sellers) anties while some saree clad elegant women. While travelling, I felt an unfamiliar touch in the back side. It was normal that people touch each other by mistake or sometimes pressed against each other because the bus is crowded. However this guy was taking advantage of the situation.

My jeans was tight on my hips and my body had started to get into shape by that time. My shapy curvy ass was definitely eye catching for men. The way it touched my ass crack was irritating and uncomfortable. I didn't have the courage to shout in public at that age. I felt like slapping him. But suddenly I felt something strange when his manhood rubbed over my clothes. He was pushing me with his torso and I didn't know why, I was liking it. After sometime, I stopped avoiding his touch, which I was doing initially. I kept myself still in that bus so that I could feel that touch. I didn't even know at that time, it is called groping. I was enjoying this a lot and he was pushing it harder everytime. I didn't even see the face of that guy who was groping me. He groped me for 30 minutes, then my stop came and I had to get out of the bus. After coming out, my rage was feuled and wanted to see that guy. However I could not identify him in the crowd. I was enjoying that in the crowd but now I felt so bad about it

Anyways I reached college and I was late on my first day. I had to attend English lecture so I hurried up. I entered the class, our lecturer allowed me in and continued, "You don't get much freedom here. You reach on time, you finish your projects on time and your progress report needs to be signed by your parents. Make sure none of you is failing to do so." And with that my junior college life started. It was not as fun as school but still those years changed me a lot. Our lecture started but I was still thinking about that man who groped me. I was liking and hating it at the same time. I was feeling a strange discharge of liquid between my legs. All this was new for me. I befriended a girl named Savita who was very traditional by look. She was a nice and friendly girl. She hesitated in talking to guys because she studied in girls school and she was going interact with boys for the first time if situation arise. I went to washroom. My periods were over a week ago and I was not feeling any pain. I opened my jeans and looked in. I realised it was a transparent liquid. What was that? And why was that? Nivi could help me in this situation so I need to ask her.