Broken Souls

~The start-1~

Tw's: Fire, Self pity/hate, mentioned of dead, mention of blood and assault.
I think that's it... Tell me If I missed something
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Burns...

Everything burns...

Dream stood there, not knowing what to do as the fire was everywhere with a bunch of firefighter's and police officers trying to quit it down...

Everything was fuzzy and gauzy as the tears were running down his face from his eyes with Clay not even noticing them. It was horror. Smoke was everywhere, flames, fire, ash... He couldn't take it, non of it. The memories started fleshing in before his eyes, his heart started racing it's speed, he felt his breath sink... His hards on his heart, trying to do something, anything. The blondie felt a hand on his shoulder as he was getting overwhelmed by everything and suddenly... Everything was blurry before he passed out...

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Dream woke up in unfamiliar bed. It was hospital bed... Memories came rushing in his brain. The house, fire, flame... Dream quick grabbed his phone and called the person who he always trusted.

"Sapnap!" Dream shouted right after the other answered his call. Dream's voice was raspy and he sounded so broken "Woah- Dude calm down. What happened?" Sapnap knew immediately something was up, just be hearing Dream's panicked voice "T-The house-" Dream tried, but the thoughts were running in his mind, creating the seen, not letting Dream focus. The blondie started breathing heavily as he closed his eyes, almost forgetting he was on a call with Sapnap.

"Dream! Dream calm down, what happened, dude? Are you alright?" "The house burned down, Sap!" Dream practically screamed words out and started crying as he barely could breath. "Dream! Calm down! I-... Are you okay?!" "N-No! Everyone's gone Sapnap, and it's my fault!" Dream immediately began. He could trust Sapnap. Nick would do anything for him. "Calm down Dream! Breath in an out, please dude... M-Maybe you can come and live with me, alright? Will that make you feel better?"

"Y-Yes... But will George be there too?..." Dream said, now quieter then before, trying to calm down, knowing he had friends he can trust. "I'm sure he'll come. I'll call him, alright? I can buy you a ticket, it that alright?" Dream through for a moment... Will it be okay to leave his county? Is it okay to leave after what happened? But he had no one else to go to...

"Yeah..." Dream decided. He'll go. "Alright! I'll call you back!" And Sapnap hang up, immediately calling George right after. It rang a few times before George answered "Hello?" His voice sounds raspy as well, broken as well... It has always been like this, so common that other's got used to ignore it. George only showed his face when streaming with others, and never ever in any other situation. The brunet didn't want to face time, he just couldn't. He felt disgusted how he looked.

"Hey George! Well... I got bad news..." Sapnap said, taking a deep breath before continuing "Dream's house burned down-... And he's totally not okay. So I was wonder If you two could fly here so we can be all together for some time... You know, we could help him and all... I don't want anything bad to happen to him..."

George just stayed silent... 'Dream's house burned down?...', funny. I mean... He felt kind bad, but what's he supposed to do?, help him? How? He could even help himself. How was he going to do other's problem's? The brunet's litterly cried his soul out before Sapnap called him. Non of them knew him well, but George knew them well enough... The brunet bit his lips a bit, wondering how it would be if his house burnt down... It would be different for sure.

"George?" Oh yeah... The phone call "Yeah?" The brunet said "Were you listen?" He was, but only a few parts got to him "Yeah" "So what do you say? Wanna come to my house?" Come to live with Sapnap and Dream? Live with best friends instead of his, not so good, father?... Big difference. Maybe, just maybe. His father for sure wouldn't listen if he asked, so again, it was another thing for him to decide. "I'll see" Was George's answer. He'll see. The brunet was scared. Scared for them and for himself...

What'll thay think of George? He was a fucking mess. From heat to toes, he was miserable and lost. So maybe mistakes. He hate himself. Everything about him, disgusting. In his head, he doesn't wanna go, but other's might not want him anymore if he rejects. What if they rejects him on the first sign?... That'll leave him for good! But again, If he does, what will his father think?... Will his father be okay on his own?...

George looked at his hands and pulled them into fists. He felt disgusted. His hands were bloody and bruised, as well as his other body parts. Most from his father, but some from other people he never knew, as well as himself. George couldn't feel his body anymore, it was only there for his father to sell and use it however he wanted and it became so addicted that he himself did it. Hurt himself. Yet, he was still insecure, going like this for years, insecurities came to him just like some expected guests he was waiting for.

"George?... Are you alright mate? You don't sound so good" Finally, Sapnap noticed something. Usually, Sapnap would notice Dream's saddest. Only because Dream would sometimes open up to them, so it was easier to spot the differences, but with George... No. He kept it to himself for years. "Yeah, sorry... Just woke up" Lies... Lies like always, dumb excuses. Always help to George since he was a good actor and lier after all. Poor boy needed to lear that to survive at some point. He tried to fake yawn, but as he trying, he actually let the real one. He was tired, yes. Tired mentally and physically. Haven't slept in two days straight and had not eaten since yesterday breakfast.

"Sure... But think fast! I need to get you two tickets. Tell me today, alright? I'll brought Dream a ticket for tomorrow and you need to tell me or there won't be tickets anymore" "Alright, I'll tell you soon as possible" 'If I don't forget' "Good. Now I'm going to see how's Dream and you think! Don't forget!" "I won't" George said and Sapnap hang up. What'll George say to them? It was hopeless. He started crying again as be brought his hand up to his face in the corner of his room. Will he be able to be somewhat normal around them? How long will everything last? Should he just go without a word to his father? What If he gets mad again?...

"Hey Dream" "Hey..." Dream was thinking again... "Well... I brought you a ticket for tomorrow's plain. I couldn't find anything sooner, will you be alright?" Sapnap was worried. He's going to try everything to help his best friend in the rough situation. "Yeah. I'll be alright... The doctors said I can leave tomorrow anyways" "That's good to hear! Well... Are you hurt?" "Physical not... But mentally for sure. I can't get the seen out of my head, Sap" Dream was telling the truth. He was desperate to forget it. It was hunting him so badly. "Don't worry dude, we'll figure something out"

"I hope so..."