"Eras"
Ashes
How to be a heartbreaker
Silence and Suicide
Stars and shadows
living dead
seeds and scars
alice in wonderland
Seeking psychosis
Recovering from chaos
A Tape Measure
Queen E.
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My story:
It all began with a forest fire, ashes spread the earth like a blanket. In its path, it left a seeking heartbreaker. Going out to try and play with people's emotions. Just like they did to me. It drained me, all those people I talked to, hearts I messed with. It caused me to go silent and look into suicide. That was my Silence and suicide era. I hid everything from everyone and had a outlook that would be described as unbearable. After that Stars and Shadows. Casting spotlights and dark areas over my life. I got too caught up in them and I began living dead. Hiding my emotions amongst the shadows. I healed and grew, represented by seeds and scars. When i had to go find my emotions again I felt like Alice in Wonderland, discovering parts of myself I never knew were there. When I got too trapped in wonderland, I seeked an escape. Psychosis. It eventually took over and engulfed me. Blinding me from the world. When chaos struck, I recovered. There will always be eras you go through in your life. I've learned through people i've met, places i've been, experiences i've had, and most of all mindsets i've been in. Life will take unexpected turns and I have learned that. The next turning point is a tape measure. It wrapped itself around my neck tightly. That wasn't the only thing that died. Innocence left me like a leaf in the wind, and all I wanted to do was rule my own body and escape.
