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📍COURTLANDT AVENUE, NEW YORK7:30PM:
"i thought we wasn't moving, i told your ass not to drive while your under the influence of liquor" i stated
"calm down shawty your good, my ass know how to drive my whip watchu scared for?" jalen looks at me
"i do drugs and shit but.. i ju-st don't wanna be around the wrong person one day and they do something bad because they under the influence of drugs" i shrugged
"hmm i hear you, it got something to do with the pills i saw??
"i ain't really good with the feeling sh-it.." he spoke
"my father the one ya'll praise and shit the reason he went jail is because he killed my mama" i cut him off
"my aunt didn't want it to be public so that's why you ain't seen it on the news and shit" i said
"that day i don't know what happened to him it's like the behaviour that he did while being drunk it just felt like he really meant it, it felt real" i spoke
"it's like i watch my mum get killed and i couldn't do nothing to save her he literally strangled and beat her to death, mum passed away had her funeral dad was sentenced to jail" a tear dropped
"which lead me to be depressed drop out of school and shit i literally had no motivation in me it just hurt to know my mum died for a silly reason which could have been dealt with differently" the tears flowed
"my dad never loved my mum because w-hy would he go there in the first place i tried therapy but it wasn't for me just went because my sister wanted to forget about it but i just couldn't seem to let it go, got prescriptive for pills to stop me from having nightmares and paranoia disorder" i said
"the day it fell out my bag i honestly only snatched it from you cause my sister never knew i was on medication if her ass knew she would force me to go back to therapy like she's doing right now" i stopped crying
"plus i didn't know you so you never owned me any loyalty you could have told her but you didn't, so thank you" i faced him
wiping my tears i feel jalen hold my hand wiping my tears with his other hand while's he comfort me with his words right now i was at my lowest i let myself be vulnerable i was drunk i thought ranting to jalen will help me to not bottle up my feelings
could say he was my comfort, being around him never felt forced looking up at him he grabbed a tissue dabing it into my makeup to make sure it wasn't ruined "how tf he know that trick" i thought to myself
