I hated sleeping alone. I hated it. But it's all I've ever done. Except ya know, the occasional friend that would come stay the night or those awkward family vacations we're you had to share a bed with all your siblings because your parents were too cheap to go to a hotel with a couch in the room or that would be SAFE to sleep on the floor. Yeah that was an exception.
I always wondered what my life would be like after I promised it to some man that I thought I loved and thought loved me back. Would we share blankets? What would it be like? What if I woke up and I was TOUCHING that person? Ew. How could I? I could never fathom the thought of having to share a bed (other than friends and or family).
15 years old, haven't had a serious boyfriend. Only the status boyfriends. Dated a kid to be "redneck", dated a kid to be "nerdy". I mean we all make mistakes right?
Never have I ever is fun I guess, always winning, even playing against my best friends. I've been told I'm a bore. But in my defence I look at my life growing up and my parents did all the partying needed. I don't need to go out and get drunk with strangers, I don't need to go grind on some sweaty senoir.
I need to go and adventure with my best friend. I need to go volunteer at a soup kitchen. I mean you're only young once, right? Why not bring joy to old people, or bring joy to people who are having tough times? Knock knock jokes kill it everywhere right? I guess I am a bore but I can be fun too. Just ask my best friend. He's a bore, playing pirate call of duty or whatever, all day. I don't know, what is this mystery we call a life? Who knows? Who cares? As long as we live it like society wants, it doesn't matter. Kill joys, make some noise, cause life is awful. But hey that's just one teenage girls opinion.
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