I told myself after my fiance passed away that I wasn't going to get in another relationship for a couple years but me being me A hopeless romantic I stumbled up on this female who was going through some of the same trauma as myself. God knows I truly would like to experience things with her but my conscience is telling me over and over she's lying and cheating. I feel as if like she wants to love me how she says she does but it's so hard for her to leave her old lifestyle alone don't get me wrong but I rather you tell me the truth and hurt me rather than lie to me and I find out the truth. I woke up one morning asking her a serious question she never responded I waited patiently for a response but she overlooked my question so I question myself is she really for me. I guess she think just because she gives me sex and shows me attention in the way that she has me fooled but sadly to say I'm not dumb! I'm not stupid! I just refer you not to continue with your lies.
