hated love

chapter five

As I saw Kyle in the hallway, he seemed so different from yesterday evening. He was standing in a corner with a group of other guys. As he looked in my direction and saw me looking at him, he gave me a glare. During the day, I thought about if yesterday was just a dream cause he was pushing around small kids and acted like a real asshole. No way that guy was afraid of storm. As I went to my math class, Kyle was nowhere to be seen. My day continued rather peaceful, and i went to the city with Tom. I froze for a second as I saw Kyle eating pancakes in a cafe. I really wouldn't have thought of him as a person who likes pancakes. Why was I smiling? As I got back, I had one more class before the day was over, and I went to my room. I was a little bit later than usually because I had a talk with my teacher over a project we had to do. As I entered the room, it was already dark, so I couldn't see much. I didn't want to wake up Kyle, so I went to my bed in the dark. As I stood in front of my bed, I realized that Kyle was lying in it. Why would he do that? I decided to just sleep in his bed then, but just as I turned around, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me down to him.
"What are you do-"
"Hush. Just shut up and sleep."
Kyle pulled me closer to him. I didn't understand him. It wasn't even raining. But I couldn't really say I was complaining. I kinda enjoyed being so close to him and feeling his warmth. As I turned around to see his face, I saw that his eyes were open. Watching me. His dark eyes were piercing through my skin. I wanted to touch his hair and move it out of his face so I could see his whole face. No. Why would I want to do that. I wanted to feel his cheeks, which looked as cute as from a hamster when I saw him earlier today eating pancakes. No. No. No. I didn't want that. There was no way.
"If you keep looking at me like that, you'll make me think you want to do more than just sleep."
Kyle said with a sly grin on his face.
"Wh-what?! No way!!"
But actually, I wouldn't say no. No. Why am I thinking that. There is no way I would want to do something with... Kyle.. I could feel the heat in my face. Good that the light was out.
"Hmpf than don't give me wrong signals."
Kyle said as he clinged even more onto me. Like a koala. My koala. No. What is wrong with me? How can I think of him as a koala? Especially my?! Was i getting sick? Maybe I had a fever?