Dont call me bernard

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{real life}









Y/ns pov:

I in fact did not go back to LA. I didn't even attempt to book a flight back.

All I wanted to do was rot in my hotel room. I have cried for the past three days.

My eyes are in so much pain cause of the amount of tears that left them.

I don't know why it hurts so much. but all I know is that it hurts.

All that's going through my mind is matt. The way he so easily used my trauma against me.

"Fuck him" I half-shout, I put on my 'no-one is gonna see me' outfit. I march down to the nearest restaurant that serves food that's basically just grease with a side of grease.

I sit in the back and just eat my pizza in peace. Well that's what I wanted but with my luck it was not peaceful the second I saw them walk through the door.



Matts pov:

Me, my brothers and nate walk into one of my favourite restaurant. We sit down near the back.

It wasn't busy but It wasn't empty.

"Bro you gotta stop smile" chris nudges my shoulder

"She hasn't texted or called me back" I say

"She hasn't talked to anyone" nate said

"I should have stayed silent" I bark back

"NO, you shouldn't have, she is my sister and I deserved to know" nate spoke loudly cause people to stare.

I look around while i "shhhh" nate but I quickly stop when my eyes meet her tried eyes.

"Y/n" I whisper so quick only I could hear. I stand but so did y/n.

Y/n quickly walks towards the exit

"Y/n" nate speaks up

She walks past us, I grab her arm

"Please" I look her in the eyes. Her eyes were red, tear stains down her cheeks.

"Sorry but I have to go fuck Joshua, right" y/n harshly spoke

"I didn't mean it, y/n, please just eat with us and we can talk" I beg

"My condolences but I can not stand to look at your face for one more minute" y/ns eyes fill with tears

"Y/n"

"I hope you burn in hell" y/n says as she yanks her arm away from me

"Do. Not. Touch. Me. Again. Cause after all I am just a bipolar bitch" she speak again.

She quickly walks away.

Every word she said, I said before.

But before I can speak my legs start to move. I chase after her.

I immediately catch up "do not do this" I say as I block her from moving forward.

"Bernard get out the way"

"Don't call me Bernard"

"Don't tell my brother, josh r@ped me... ohhh wait you already did that"

I quickly grab y/ns arm and drag her into the nears closet.

"Everyone was watching" I say when I realise the shock on her face

"The nerve you have to say sorry and expect me to forgive you. You did more than a fucking mistake" she says frustrated

"Look I don't want you to hate me"

"WELL TO FUCKING BAD. I will hate you when I go to sleep,  I will hate you when I have sex,  I will hate you when I get married,  I will hate you when I die and  I will hate you when I am in heaven"

"Like you would get into fucking heaven"

"Fuck you"

"Look can we please just try and be nice to each other"

"No you wanna be nice, you hated me then moment we met, so let me fucking leave" she said very frustrated

"You know what fine, fine, I tried to fix things to make nate and you happy" I say moving out the way

"I don't need you to fucking apologise to be happy" she said walking pasted me.

I walked her walk out the restaurant, I walked back to the table.

I was gone for a while cause the time I got to the table the three of them had ordered and been served their food.

"Hey, so I am assuming it didnt go well" nick said once he saw me 

"You should be a mind reader nick" I say in the most sarcastic voice ever

"calm down matt" Chris laughed

"Is she okay" nate said

"If I find out, I will fucking tell you but she clearly would come to me last" I sass

"Matt... this is not funny" nate said

"I never said it was".

After my last statement the table stayed silent.

It stayed silent for the rest of our meal.

I paid while the they sat in the car.



Nates pov:

Me, chris and nick got in the car.

"What the fuck is wrong with him" I ask

"I don't know, he's being matt" nick says

"Hes been like this for the past month" chris says

"Why does he care so much about y/n like they hate each other"

"I mean they never really got to know each other, they just had a bad first introduction" nick yapped

"I mean she wasn't the nicest when they met" Chris said

"All she fucking did was not say hi and its not that big of a deal" I argue

"Well it was enough for matt to hate her" nick said right before matt hoped in the car

He started the car and started to drive me to my house

"I promised her I wouldn't tell you" matt said, I was confused what he was talking about.

And he could tell I was confused cause he spoke again "she didn't want you to get mad about josh"

I realised what he was talking about, I open my mouth to say something but matt beats me to it.

"She trusted me and I broke the trust, she never hated me more, I don't want her to hate me but she does"

I stayed silent until we got to my house

"Look I get you feel bad but if she wants to hate you she will hate you" I stated before in close the car door

I walk quickly into my house. Once I get inside I call it a night

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