love again

Flowers of despair

SAMARA'S POV 

It has been four days and nothing really changed . As the days passed things started to get worse, but i don't know what clicked into Min kyu's mind he said me i can join office but do you think he will he will let me free that easily he strictly made a deal with me that i need to stay away from my friends and every family members and a guard will be always around me . So today finally i got ready while i stood in front of the mirror i looked at my belly and a drop of tars escaped from my eyes but i was with the fact that i will be again with my closed ones no matter i need to make them hate me . After few times i reached officed dolled up so no one can even say what i was going through , i stood in front of  my office building felling so nostalgic and overwhelmed at the same time , but earlier i enjoyed coming here thinking of Rishab coming here but now i had no one , soon i went inside my building all my employees were shocked to see me but i did not react much i maintained my usual face as i entered my cabin i drowned myself in office ,and from the past few weeks i have been visiting the gynac but Min Kyu doesn't know he knows i am having my therapy sessions going onn so he did not pay much attention and today too i had my appointment . While i was working in my laptop my friends came in the room with anger palpable on their on their faces , i stayed calm and they all started questioning me . Where was i ? , why i did not pick up none of their calls ? ,  What is the thing with Kim Min Kyu ? , had i really fallen out of love ? i had no answers to give them instead i looked at their  face and only said one things which i knew they were going to hate me which i did not wanted from my heart but for their own good i needed to do 
" That's my choice whose call to attend or not and yes let's over this friendship and about Rishab and me i don't think that you all should say something regarding that as  i gave no fucking rights anyone to meddle into our matter which is quite personal and yes i had fallen out of love and now i love Min Kyu ,now you guys may leave now or i would be forced to call the security " I said  
" How can you be so mean don't think about us just think about him he can't stay without you please think wisely before you do something " all said in unison 
" I don't need your advise what is good or bad for me it's my life my decisions " I said 
" Do whatever you fell like but again i am telling think wisely " Anu said 
" OUT OF MY OFFICE NOW " I shouted 
When i shouted they had anger hurt in their eyes which i did not wanted i wanted to tell my bestfriends that i was pregnant but couldn't after they left i fell back into my chair crying over my deeds but soon i got back into my normal self and soon got into the meeting. After the meeting ended i came out and accidently bumped into someone and i was about to fall and due to my reflexes i clutched into my belly to protect the baby but two hands wrapped around my waist which prevented me from falling those hands were so warm which was familiar to me the moment it touched me i knew it was him Rishab as i looked up to his face i saw he was already staring at me his face had no aura he looked pale it seemed like he had no food from months and days ,i quickly fixed my position and left from there before he could ask me anything further. After few hours the doctor came with my reports and she looked tensed as she was checking my report and she looked at me worriedly and the next thing which she said me after hearing that my heart sank in my stomach 
" Ms. i am very sorry to say but the condition of the baby is not very good according to the report that i am checking now you might have miscarriage due to the stress you are taking it is having a bad affect on the baby.  If you do not take care of yourself you mind end up  loosing the baby " Doc. said 
" Thank you doctor for the information i will leave now " I said 
As i came out of the hospital i was still in my thoughts and still the things could not get out of my mind what just now doctor said what if i loose the baby the only reason i am alive till now is this baby the only memory i have of Rishab is this baby i can't loose the baby i will have to do something to survive for me and my baby. 

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What do you think she will do to save her and her baby ?

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