our teen love

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flors pov: i woke up to my phone vibrating. i get out of bed and smile at the sight i see. emilio has parker wrapped up in his arms and she's sprawling out over him with her arm that has an iv in it stretched out. i walk out of the room and answer my phone

me- hello?

malachi- flor?

me- malachi? whats going on?

malachi- how is she..? she doesnt want to talk to me

me- oh no malachi.. she's doing alright. she had ripped an iv out of her arm

malachi- what? why?

me- not sure but i do know that milo and her are going to get through this malachi. dont lose hope

malachi- im sorry but i do not care for milo. i only care for parker

i sigh and shake my head

me- malachi honey, your going to need to get over the jealousy and hatred for milo. he isnt to blame for what happened to them. nobody is but that horrible drunk driver. that being said... milo and parker are going to need each other. they both experienced such a horrific thing but they experienced it together. they will both need to heal together and separately okay? milo is going to be around parker a lot. im sorry honey but your gonna need to forget about it because you arent here to help, milo is.

malachi- i-i know.. i just feel horrible. i already feel bad enough not being there please dont make me feel worse. i trust milo i simple just dont care for him. he isn't anyone important to me

i sigh once again.

me- im sorry for making you feel bad but if you truly loved parker than you'd realize that milo is someone to you because he is someone to parker..

malachi- your right... im sorry again flor

me- don't apologize honey its all good.

i feel myself needing to use the bathroom so i tell malachi bye and walk back into the room and to parkers bathroom. i start using the bathroom when i get this just god awful feeling. i look down and see blood. i immediately hit the emergency call button and not even five seconds later a nurse is bargaining into the bathroom. tears are streaming down my face and she frowns at me. she shuts the door behind her and slowly walks towards me

?- miss what happened?

me- my baby...

i look down again and i see what appears to be a very tiny bean shaped thing covered in blood. i start crying more and the nurse starts sniffing as well

?- ma'am its okay.. im here to help you. she hands me a pad to put in my underwear and i do it quickly.

she than walks closer to me

?- can we get off the toilet and into an examination room? i need to have a doctor check and make sure everything is okay...

me- yeah.. lets go... please dont tell my husband or parker

the nurse nods her head and she helps me off the toilet.

me- w-what do i do? do i flush it?

the nurse looks over and sees my tiny baby.. tears fall from her eyes than she looks back at me

?- do you want to? or do you want me to do it?

i cant decide. but i do know i want neither of us to do it because i dont even want this to be happening right now. i want to still be pregnant and have a baby.

me- can we both?

the nurse nods. we both walk over towards the toilet again and we both put our hands on the handle.

me- okay lets do it. three two one

and we both flush it. a part of my soul breaks slightly. i almost collapse on the floor but the nurse caught me

?- cmon honey.. lets go get you checked

i nod my head and we quickly yet quietly exit the bathroom and parkers room.cwe make it to a new examination room and i silently cry while the nurse just sits there and holds me.