Lost pride... (ThirdReich x Soviet Union) (ThirdUnion))

22.

Soviet got inside Reich's room and put dinner down. He look at him "I will be back in 15 minutes you eat" with that he left. But it was not long before came back "you haven't ate even a half" Reich just hug his knees not answering "get up"

German listen getting up looking at him "...what are you doing?"

"Taking you outside" Soviet grab his hand and started walking dragging him 

Reich flinch as he started shaking but followed "Why-"

"You need light" they got outside in the backyard as Soviet let go of his wrist "WG EG!"

Twins look at them. Immediately EG smiled and ran hugging Reich tightly while WG frown and follow his brother. Instead of hugging Reich he stopped in front of him

"Why are you alive?"

Both Soviet and EG glared at him. Reich only sighed and looked down "Trust me it's not my choice"

"I don't believe that you didn't have a chance to kill yourself. Next time you get it please do it. Nobody needs you!"

"WG!" Soviet snapped at him

Little German only frown and walk inside. EG close his fists "YOU ARE SO ANNOYING SOMETIMES!" He look back at Reich "uncle..why you shaking?"

Soviet immediately look at Reich "I am not touching him at all. What is wrong now?"

Reich lift up EG and kiss his head "I wanna go back to my room...please Sowjet"

"I-" Russian bit his lower lip "Go if you want to"

Reich look at him "thanks" he smiled gently and walked back inside

Soviet stare at him walking away "He never smiles...I don't have a good feeling about this" he took a shaky breathe "MAYBE HE WILL LISTEN TO WG!" Immediately he ran after him leaving EG outside alone confused. Reich walk to the bedroom and only lay on his bed calm. Doors open wide as Soviet got inside breathing hevaily "Don't try anything"

"I won't don't worry...there is still something keeping me alive"

"G-Good" Soviet got out and gulp. He panicked at the slight thought of losing him

"You lied to him...something is bigger then our love for him"

"Mhm..." Reich took a shaky breath and hug himself

Later that night while everyone was sleeping he got up. And walk to Soviet's office

Soviet was again at the same black void. He sigh but then in front of him he saw Reich...this time the clothing he had on was the once he wore today. Immediately that brought panic to Soviet who ran to him but got grabbed by the leg, fog didn't letting him move. He watched in horror as Reich pull a gun from his pocket and pointed at his head. Then smiled again like he did few hours ago

Soviet lift up gasping for air. He ran out of his bed and got inside Reich's. Not finding him there made his legs go limb "No...REICH!" He ran out and look around. Then remembered the gun he always kept in the office which Reich knew about and ran that way bursting inside

Reich look at him holding a gun in his hands "...I don't want you to look. I am not scared anymore to do it alone..."

Soviet tear up and started walking to him shaking "P-Please...p-put it down"

"Stay away. I don't want you to watch me" Reich took a step back

But Soviet got to him and grab a gun gently taking it out of his hand and back on the desk "N-No..." he hug him tightly squeezing in his arms "I-I don't want y-you anywhere n-near a gun again"

Reich gulp and started shaking "S-Sowjet let me go-"

"NO! I CANT! NOT AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN!"

"BUT-"

"I DONT CARE!" He move looking at Reich "I SAW YOU ALMOST KILL YOURSELF AGAIN!"

"...Don't yell...you will wake up the kids"

"WELL I-" Soviet gulp "I...I can't go thought it again...p-please...come with me to b-bed"

"I wanna sleep alone"

"I g-gave you all the f-freedom...we will talk t-tomorrow about this...but now let's go to my b-bed"

Reich started trembling hevaily and tear up "Please d-don't touch me"

"I won't touch you!" Soviet lift him up like a bride "I will j-just sleep peacefully...and keep eye on you"

Reich sniff and look down "I-I hate you..." He only and let him carry him to the bed

Soon they were laying down as Reich turn his back. Soviet didn't care and hug him tightly from behind "I love you..."

"...I know that already"

"No...you don't know" Soviet snuggled his nose in the back of his neck "how much I love you..." he kiss it gently too "I will let the world burn for you"

"That's extreme..."

"It's the truth..." slowly Soviet turn him around and look at his face "I will do anything to keep you close and safe" he brought Reich's head into his chest "I made you feel unsafe...but I will never do it again...your happiness and love is all that matters to me...you are all that matters"

"...after everything...then why did you beat me..."

"We went through this...but I was mad...hurt...I wanted you to ran away and come to me...but you decided to take what's most important to me in front of my eye...I can never forgive you for that"

"So I really am...that's what I told America too"

"What do you mean...?"

"Nothing" Reich snuggled in him...this time he wasn't shaking

Soviet wanted to ask more questions but didn't only moved his hand down onto his waist and pull closer "Okey...just stay close to me...I didn't make you warm before...but that is not going to happen...I will keep you warm forever in my arms..."

Reich sniff and nod gently only
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