With a resigned sigh, Ama pulls herself free from the warmth of her bed, her body aching as if weighed down by something much heavier than sleep. The sheets, once her refuge, now cling to her like shackles, resisting her escape. Just another day, she thinks, though the thought does nothing to lift the fog of monotony already clouding her mind. She stretches, the stiffness in her muscles protesting, as if her body itself is reluctant to face the day. Her gaze drifts toward the dusty window, the gray sky outside a bleak reflection of her own mood. Raindrops patter against the glass in a steady rhythm, each droplet a silent reminder of the day she wishes she could spend under the covers, lost in the pages of a book.
"It would be a great day to stay in bed and read," she murmurs softly, her words lingering in the chilly morning air, barely louder than a whisper.
Dragging herself to the bathroom, Ama feels the weight of each step, her feet sinking into the worn carpet as she makes her way down the hall. The bathroom mirror greets her with an unforgiving reflection—a tired face, framed by dark circles and eyes dulled by sleepless nights. She splashes cold water on her face, the icy shock jarring her slightly more awake but doing little to wash away the fatigue settled deep in her bones. As she scrubs away the remnants of sleep, her thoughts wander back to the worn, leather-bound book she had picked up the night before. It had an odd weight to it, as though it held secrets just waiting to be unlocked. There was something familiar about it, something that felt like returning to a place she'd never known but always longed for.
The bookstore where she found it had been as strange as the book itself. A small, almost hidden building tucked away in a part of town she barely remembered, much less frequented. She'd lived here her entire life, yet the store felt foreign, almost like it had materialized just for her. The journey to it had felt surreal, a winding, narrow dirt path illuminated by a scattering of dim lampposts that cast flickering pools of light onto the cracked pavement. The sounds of the bustling town had faded away, replaced by the crunch of gravel beneath her feet and the soft whisper of leaves rustling overhead, as though the world itself had paused just for her.
The bookstore had glowed warmly in the dark, like a beacon from another time. The exterior was weathered, with peeling paint and fogged windows that hinted at a quiet, ancient life within. Through the glass, she'd glimpsed shelves crammed with books, their covers faded, and spines cracked from years of handling. A gentle, golden light had filled the space, dancing over the dust-covered shelves. She could still recall the intoxicating smell that greeted her as she stepped inside—the mingling scents of old paper, leather, and the faintest hint of cinnamon.
Lucky to have even noticed the small sign from the bustling main street, she'd felt a rush of excitement as she crossed the threshold. There was something almost enchanted about the place, as if it existed between worlds, waiting just for her to stumble upon it. Even now, standing in the cold light of her bathroom, she felt an undeniable urge to return.
Shaking off the reverie, Ama forces herself back to the present. It's not my fault this world keeps me so busy, she thinks bitterly as she grabs her keys. Her gaze shifts to the teetering pile of books stacked precariously beside her bed, a mismatched tower of adventures she's yet to embark upon. Each book calls to her, a promise of escape, but she knows today will offer no such reprieve.
Lost in her thoughts, Ama pulls into the grocery store parking lot, the harsh glow of the sign casting a stark contrast against the gloomy sky. She sighs heavily, her heart sinking as she steps out of the car. The monotony of it all, the seemingly endless cycle of work just to scrape by, feels like a poor excuse for living. Isn't there supposed to be more than this? She wonders, the familiar ache of wanderlust tugging at her.
"Just another day lost to this," she mutters, a bitter laugh escaping her as she pushes through the store doors.
The hours crawl by as she stands at the register, her feet throbbing from the unforgiving tile floor beneath her. A dull headache that started after lunch refuses to dissipate, amplified by the relentless hum of the fluorescent lights overhead. The customers blend together, a faceless stream of demands and complaints, each one a mirror of the last. She wants to shout, no, the store does not accept expired coupons. She finds herself repeating the phrase in her mind, the words blending into an endless, droning mantra she can't seem to escape.
Throughout her shift, Dave—the shift manager who thrives on mean-spirited humor—stops by periodically to throw jabs about her "dead-end life" and "being stuck here forever." His words hit harder than he realizes, each snide comment settling into the pit of her stomach like a stone. Is this really all there is? The thought haunts her, lingering long after he's walked away, his laughter echoing in her mind.
"I just want an adventure," she mutters under her breath, her voice barely above a whisper but charged with a frustrated yearning.
"That's a pretty tall order, now, isn't it?" a voice answers, startling her. Ama whirls around, her heart racing, to find a man standing just behind her. Tall and slender, with hair that seems to defy gravity, he has an air of someone who's seen places she could only dream of. She recognizes him instantly—it's the bookstore owner. He's dressed as eccentrically as before, in a long, weathered coat that skims the floor, and a scarf wrapped snugly around his neck. His eyes are intense, sharp, and they seem to look right through her, seeing things even she doesn't fully understand.
"If it's an adventure you're after, I would stop wasting your time in places like this," he says, his tone calm but weighted with an inexplicable authority. "You have reading to do, don't you?"
Ama opens her mouth, but no words come. The weight of his gaze, the surreal nature of his presence, leaves her utterly speechless. The man's lips curve into a slight smile, as though he knows something she doesn't. Without another word, he turns away, his form beginning to blur as if fading into smoke. Wisps curl around him, obscuring his figure until, in the blink of an eye, he vanishes.
Ama blinks, her mind struggling to make sense of what she's just seen. The exhaustion she'd managed to hold at bay suddenly crashes over her like a wave. Her limbs grow heavy, her eyes droop, and a bone-deep fatigue settles into her bones. She sways, barely able to keep her eyes open, as the world around her fades, the sounds and colors receding into a soft, muted haze.
Just before her vision slips into darkness, one last thought flits through her mind, vivid and sharp: This day cannot end the same way.
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Beyond A Queen's Whisper
ФэнтезиAma's life is a predictable cycle of monotony. Each day is a repetition of the last-waking up, going to work, and yearning for something more. But when her routine is interrupted by an enigmatic figure urging her to break free from her stagnant exis...