A Different Script

Chapter 1

Busan , 2010 :

Y/N pov :

He had beautiful eyes . The kind you could get lost in . I was surely already lost in them and never to be found again

My heart pounded as corner of his lips uplifted curved into a beautiful smile , a very tiny one but enough to make me breathless

His eyes didn't move even an inch from the petite figure that was scouting on the ground a few metres away from us , patting her puppy that was just adorable as her

He turned to face me and squealed as he whispered excitedly " she just smiled at me y/n " I couldn't help but smile looking at his excited form

He was looking like a small kid who was given her favourite candy , it's just too cute to handle " woah!! Finally someone is getting noticed by his overdue crush " I said smiling looking at him

He grinned at me and continued staring at her . He had no idea , no idea of how much my heart is hurting . But then again ?? What's new

I glanced at my watch and stood up from the bench , he looked at me with his blur face " I'm getting late for my class kook , you keep your ass here and stare at your crush like a creep "

Jungkook rolled his eyes as he picked up my bag for me and handed it to me " it's called appreciating the beauty of goddess created by God " he said still looking at her direction

"Yeah , yeah whatever it is " I hung my bag on my shoulder and started walking " be safe on roads , I'll call you tonight " he said

Why these small gestures of you make me fall into those dark , hollow pit called love ??? I smiled slightly and moved forward with those sensational feelings

Number 1 , jungkook is getting handsome day by day and it's getting harder to resist by everytime

Number 2 , jungkook got acknowledged by his crush Irene , who is school heartthrob and jungkook's 5 years crush

Thirdly , I've fallen for him hardly today more than yesterday and I think I would never stop loving him

I sighed heavily as I kept walking , I was tried , mentally I'm tried , exhausted by this unrequited love of mine . It felt like I'm waiting for something that never gonna happen....but I don't understand why I was still hoping!!

I guess I'm still holding on to something that I know will probably never happen , because somewhere deep down inside me I've this little peace of hope that someday ...it will .
I'm living in a lie , I want him but I can't have him and I'm pretending like everything is fine....

But what scared me the most was , I felt like one day , I was gonna disappear from his life not because I got tired of being just a friend but because I couldn't bear to be just a friend . I'm sorry kook , I'm sorry for being selfish....

I'm not sure what is scaring me more whether he'll never gonna love me or that I'll never stop loving him....

Next day ,

"Y/N!!!!" I clutched my chest and woke up at the loud , sudden sound . I rubbed my eyes sleepily as I slowly recognised the figure standing infront of me

" What the hell kook !!! Why are you here so early in the morning " I mumbled annoyingly, by the fact that my sleep got disturbed , jungkook was grinning hugely like an idiot but ofcourse I found it cute .

He grabbed my arm and helped me to sit down and started shaking my shoulders while screaming "Irene accepted to go on a date with me this weekend !!!! She actually called me cute and said I was worth her time" I swallowed hardly and tried to register whatever he is saying " you know what y/n , no one in this planet had called me cute !! I feel like I'm in cloud nine"

My mind flashed few flashbacks where I was ruffling his hair and calling him cute . Am I not existent ?? I guess I'm when it comes to his love life....and will always be

Without any warning he jumped on to the bed and hugged me tightly , " y/n I just love her so much !!! So much that I'm scared I would never be able to express it completely , I'm just so happy y/n so happy that I wanna cry right now "

I shut my eyes tightly while breathing in his smell , my heart slowly filled up with my pain , my ears went deaf hearing to his ramblings . I know this day would come . I already knew beforehand and I was trying to prepare myself for it . I tried , but it hurts 1000 times more than I was imagined

I bit my lips hard trying to say some words to this excited man who was cloging on to me " I'm...I'm happy for you I mean you're earning for this all your life and it's finally happening , I'm ...I'm really happy for you kook "

He suddenly let go of me , and looked straight into my eyes . We were on bed and our faces are too close , my heart literally stopped but it meant nothing for him , disappointed but not suprised " happy for me ?? Don't lie y/n I know you too well ! Just admit that you're jealous honey "

My eyes widened, as I panicked " w-what do y-you mean ?? I'm really happy for you ! Why would I be jealous " he smiled mockingly and retorted " have you forgotten about the conversation which we had before . On how we promised each other that we would be single till we reach our graves ?? And now someone is actually interested in me ! It's proven that my ass his beautiful than your pretty little face "

A rush of relief hit me . I gave him my empty smile as I got up from my bed . He got the part of me being jealous right , but not the reasons .....

"Okay now , are you going to be here and dream or will come for the school " I said without any emotions

He took his bag and we both started going out to the school ....

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