ITAKUNAI; a poet's dumptry.

Love.

Love, what a werid and odd little thing.

I used to be obsessed and deeply inlove with the thought of love,

Constantly looking for a partner, constantly wanting someone to show me affection,

I accepted every single confession that dared to come through my way,

Something might have altered my brain by love.

Now I constantly despise it,

I locked my heart ever since i picked up the sexuality of AroAce.

I look at couples that come by my presence and hope they realized what a stupid decision they made.

Bouquets, boring, expected, dates? I hate hanging out with people that want to talk to me over 3 minutes, a figure that wants to give me affection? Go away from me.

Love is so basic nowadays.

I hate it, truly.

Everybody desires sexual kisses that continue on to something else, it makes me vomit like how a child wants to gag at their parents kissing.

Everything about love is starting to become cliché to me,

From telling someone 'i love you' and making them blush at the snap of a finger just because they said three words that doesn't have a meaning to me that's not plantonically, to saying cheesy sexual pick-up lines, it makes me disgusted, makes me want to choke myself and die.

My hate for love is aggressive, I hate anyone or anything that relates to it, don't fucking show me your boyfriend, I hate him, get him away from me, I don't wanna see your girlfriend, I hate her, don't fucking show her to me.

I don't want to see or get to know your partner in general, I'd rather hang myself and brutally bang my head against a brick wall, I DON'T WANNA SEE YOUR STUPID PERSON.

I don't get love, I really don't, everything is so cliché, because humans are too sensitive to something as simple as 'heartfelt words'.

'i love you' doesn't mean anything to me romantically anymore, so don't, please don't try to tell me i haven't found my person yet.

I don't WANT a person, I want no one, I wanna be alone, I don't wanna be married, I rather this bloodline end with me.

I rather choke myself then try a slice of love.