Day 1. confessions/kisses

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Toya had known Akito for about a year since they first formed BAD DOGS. With every day passing they were getting closer and closer to each other to the point that personal space didn't exist between them. Whenever Toya was sitting down akito would always sit beside him, closing the distance, their arms and thighs touching.

None of them though seemed to mind. They were comfortable with each other and thats what only mattered. Aside that, both of them would always find a stupid reason to touch the other. It was like they were craving for that milisecond of warmth of the other. For example, when Akito offered Toya a bag of chips, Toya grabbed the bag from where Akito was holding it, making their fingers touch.

Both of them always found these moments special. Even if they kept happening over and over again. They were singing buddies, partners, best friends and yet Akitos heart skipped a beat whenever Toya smiled at him, or even look at him, laugh, talk, exist beside him. He really shouldn't be feeling like that. Especially towards a guy, and that guy being toya. Who is so perfect.

Very very very perfect. Akito had never met such a person as Toya. Yet it was wrong. He just couldn't feel like that for toya, but he just couldn't help himself. He would always get mesmerized by him. His partner. The only person who knew him the best. The only person he knew he could tell everything without getting judged about it. Oh how he sometimes wished that toya felt the same. Not sometimes. Always.

Toya was getting dressed up. Today was a very special and stressful day. He and Akito had agreed to go once again to the same cafe they always hang out to eat. He was wearing white jeans that were a little bit baggy, a black shirt that covered his neck and his iconic silver necklace.

He was very nervous cause he decided that today is the day that he ends it all. He really didn't want Akito to figure this out by himself, except if he has already, which toya begged he doesn't. He would confess. How? He didn't know yet. But he had promised to himself and the tenma siblings that he would in the end of the day, no matter what.

It was about 7. The sun was setting. Toya went out to his balcony and watched the sky to switch colours. Orange. It reminded him of Akito. Oh akito.. will he really be okay with this? What if..? No. Whatever is meant to happen will happen. He shouldn't make himself more nervous than he already is. He packed his bag and got downstairs. Thankfully his dad was working upstairs and his mother was cooking dinner.

"Mom, i will out today"

"With who?"

"Akito"

"Mhm.. have fun"

Toya nodded before heading towards the entrance. He wore his shoes and waved his mom a goodbye before opening the front door. And there he was. Akito, waiting for him, listening to music and scrolling through his phone.

Toya smiled at the sight. He tapped carefully Akitos shoulder, trying not to scare him.

"Hey"

"Yo.. how are ya?"

"Im good, you? Were you waiting long?"

"Nuh dont worry bout it. Wanna listen to music?"

"Sure"

Toya smiled, happily accepting the over of the other earbud. Akito switched playlist and pressed the one that he had specifically made for when he listened to music with toya. Inside they were songs that they have covered or just songs that reminded him of toya.

They made their way to vivid street towards the cafe, to go grab dinner. Both of them were giving glances to each others outfits until akito finally broke the comforting silence.

"Your outfit today 's pretty nice"

Toya blushed at the compliment and lower his head a bit before saying thank you. He complimented akitos outfit back before silence filled the room between them. Not that it was a lot. Their shoulders were blushing on each other.

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