Their Obsession

Chapter 9

I look up as i wonder the dark streets of Barcelona, the stars shining brightly in the distance leading me towards the sandy beach. The soft sand breaks beneath my feet, leaving slight indentations of my path.

I huff loudly as the only thing i can hear now is the raging thoughts in my head, frustrating me as i wish i could just turn it all off, having peace for once.
My body flops onto the soft ground, laying down onto my back, staring upwards towards the bright stars, deciding that the world quite clearly hates me as it hands me such horrible cards.

I just lay and think over the last hours i spent at the Putellas and Leon household, knowing that my raging emotions are what caused this mess in the first place.
"Fuckkk" i mumble out loud, almost hoping someone somewhere heard me to ask what was wrong, someone i could finally talk to. However, i realise now i am alone, i always have been and i always will do, and this time, it was truly my own fault.

I huff quietly as it dawns on me that my overdramatics caused the one place i felt safe to crumble down on top of me, not only that, but the only people i have ever remotely trusted i hurt.
"Woww, i truly am a fuck up...just like my dad said i was" i mumble to myself again, this time not looking for sympathy, just knowing saying it aloud will hopefully knock some sense into my tiny brain.
"Shit, i need to apologise" i mumbled again out loud, knowing that it was my only hope to healing this open wound.

I quickly stand as i notice the sky turning a dark orange, alerting me of the sunrise. I look towards the horizon as i see the sun slowly appearing, sending a sense of calm throughout my body, knowing now i need to leave and fix everything i fucked up.

I run through the streets as i begin to recognise my surroundings, leading me back to the modern house that very nearly blends in with the surroundings.

I knock harshly on the door, almost panicked that it would never open again, never giving me that chance again to change what i had ruined.
The door opens quickly, almost as if someone was expecting me, a tired looking Alexia Putellas standing on the other side.

Her eyes travel lazily towards me, only a sense of alertness overcomes her as she meets my eyes as if she imagined someone at the door.
"Y/N?" She mumbles, a mixture of anger and sadness is noticeable in her eyes as if she doesn't know how to react to my sudden appearance.
"I- im so sorry, i just didnt know how to react, there has been a lot going on recently and i didnt know what to do, not that its an excuse at all, of course not, no, you helped me so much and i fucked it up and im sorry i just-" i rush to say everything i possibly can as a fear washes over me that he door would be slammed harshly in my face, knowing my track record.
"Y/N" Alexia practically shouts as her hands reach out to mine, leaving a sense of calm wash over me as i take a deep breath, attempting to get my breath back.
"Im sorry Alexia" i breath out, finally calming down as she looks over me, a relaxed expression placed on her face as she looks at me.
"You have no idea how worried i was" she says as she brings me in for a tight hug as if i would just leave and never return.

I squeek slightly at the sudden movement but quickly relax into her arms, knowing i was safe, finally.
"That doesnt mean im not mad at you though" she mumbles as she closes the door, leaving us both in the large house.
"Sorry" i mumble, ashamed of my prior actions, just for her to laugh gently, almost hugging me tighter as i say it.

"I suppose i should apologise too" she reluctantly says as we move away from the hug, a confused expressions now covering my face, unknown of why she would apologise.
"Why would you need to apologise" i say back, almost forgetting the reasons i was angry at her in the first place, leaving me cursing silently at my stupidity.
"I...quite clearly ignored you, that was stupid of me" she says, almost as if she was committing a sin as she was explaining her actions.
"Yeah, that hurt" i mumble as i quickly remember the tense atmosphere that occurred when Mapi finally returned home from her small shopping trip.
"I guess... I needed you to sit next to me" she again reluctantly says, making me look at her confused for a moment.
"You got mad at me for...not sitting next to you?" I question as i attempt not to laugh, knowing the seriousness of the conversation.
"Shut up" she mumbles as a small smile rests upon her face, making me immediately begin chuckling uncontrollably.
"Sorry" i say as i begin to get myself under control, knowing her reluctantance is probably due to embarrassment about the situation.
"I guess i get a little...possessive" she says now as she smirks, seeing my face clearly heating up at her cocky response.
"I- um" i mumble as i look down, now not knowing how to react at her sudden comment.
I gulp nervously as i feel her eyes staring towards me, awaiting my answer.

"Lets watch some TV" i mumble out, attempting to get out of replying to her prior comment, making her chuckle quietly as she sits on the large sofa, indicating her need for me to be finally sat beside her.
I just shake my head with a smile as look towards her before sitting down gently on the cushions, leaning ever so slightly on her muscular body.
She quickly readjusts as she moves her leg around my body and her arms wrapping quickly around my torso, pulling me into her in a swift motion.
I lower my head as it rests nicely on her chest, cuddling in quickly as i close my eyes, knowing i was safe once again.