Golden Shores of Youth

Chapter 13 Oral Sex

After saying goodbye to Li Shasha, Zhang Han and I went home. Back to his house. When we passed the pharmacy downstairs, Zhang Han asked me to go up first while he went to buy medicine. In the living room, Zhang Han placed a box of Yuting, a box of Durex, and a pregnancy test stick on the table. Durex gave me a crystal-colored "energy ring" with spikes. Zhang Han's eyes lit up and he said he must try this thing immediately. I fiddled with the instructions for the pregnancy test stick. Zhang Han and I had sex quite a few times, and he said to give it a try so that we could find out and deal with it in time. I don't know what "dealing" means. How to deal with it? If you have it, you have to miscarry. I am very scared when I think of miscarriage, but every time I do it, I always forget the fear now. I am full of expectations before doing it, and I feel very excited when doing it. After doing it, I am scared again. After the fear is over, I want to do it again... I read the instructions, which say that morning urine is better, but I dare not take this thing back to use tomorrow morning. I will use it at Zhang Han's place later and throw it away. "You go to the bathroom, take a shower after the test, and then I'll take a shower."

Zhang Han poured a glass of juice and handed it to me. "Yeah!"

I nodded with a red face, then took a big sip of juice and handed the glass to him, and then went into the bathroom. Zhang Han smiled and drank the remaining half of my juice, and shouted: "Tell me if I become a father!"

Humph! Don't look at your smiling face now. If you really get it, it's good not to drag me into the bathroom and kick me one by one... I was scared to think of Zhang Han with messy hair and stubble on his face, blocking me in the bathroom and punching my lower abdomen, kicking me and kneeling me, and finally I fainted from the pain, and a pool of rotten flesh and pus flowed out of my lower body... The flesh and blood were sticky and blurred, but there were still signs of peristalsis. "Ah!"

I woke up in shock. Why did I think about these messes and actually scared myself. But everything in my eyes was so real, as if it really happened to me. "Xiao Yu? What's wrong?"

Zhang Han heard my soft cry and thought I saw a cockroach, so he hurried to the bathroom door and asked. I'm not afraid of mice, but I don't like spiders and cockroaches, which have many limbs. Without waiting for my answer, he hurriedly asked: "Are you pregnant?"

Ah, it turns out that I misunderstood! It turns out that he was more concerned about the contents of my stomach, not the insects I encountered, but the contents he left in my stomach. "No! I haven't started using it yet!"

I answered him slowly, holding the pregnancy test stick soaked with urine in my hand and staring at it. One is fine, two are bad. "Single! Single! Single!"

I shouted silently in my heart. At this time, I suddenly felt like the gambler in ancient times, a circle of people gathered around the table and shouted loudly, and the rhythm was very neat. It is said that if something goes wrong, the result will be available in one minute, and if nothing is fine, it will take about three minutes, and if nothing is thrown away in five minutes, buy another one. "Tick, tick," I counted the clock in my heart, my heart was beating in my throat, I closed my mouth tightly, afraid that it would jump out if I opened my mouth, stared at the observation window with bloodshot eyes, and almost stopped breathing... Finally... I smiled and wiped the sweat off my face, pushed open the door and threw the pregnancy test stick on Zhang Han, not caring that it was still stained with my urine, and before he could catch it quickly, I collapsed on the sofa as if I had been pardoned. "One! Yes!"

Zhang Han shouted ecstatically, picked up my pregnancy test stick and kissed and sucked it desperately. "Ah! What are you doing! Dirty!"

Seeing this, I didn't care about my body that had just relaxed, and hurriedly jumped up from the sofa to snatch the pregnancy test stick from his mouth. Zhang Han stopped me and sucked the pregnancy test stick desperately, almost licking the entire pregnancy test stick. I looked at him angrily with my hands on my waist. If you are so excited when you don't get it, how crazy will you be if you get it! I sneered in my heart. Although I loved him in my heart, I still had resistance to having sex with him for a while. If you walk by the river often, you will get your shoes wet. God knows when he will make my belly big, won't I be tortured to death by him? Zhang Han seemed to have sucked up the pregnancy test stick, and then he talked to me with a happy face. He looked as happy as other lovers who were having children and becoming a father. "Xiaoyu, do you know how afraid I am of you getting pregnant..." Zhang Han said affectionately, his voice was soft, but it had the magic to calm me down. "Oh." I replied lightly, letting him hold me in his arms. "I don't want you to suffer." Zhang Han's clear eyes met my eyes, "I have seen my father abort the little girls in the community, and their screams were too miserable..." As Zhang Han said, his loving hands climbed up my shoulders and gently massaged the back of my head. What a comfortable finger force! My tense spirit relaxed instantly, I closed my eyes and leaned on his shoulder, listening to him quietly. "Maybe you think I'm afraid that you'll get pregnant and affect me... Actually... Actually, I'm fine, uh, I mean, I don't have anything to worry about, even if I'm expelled, even if I'm arrested..."