A Dream That I Once Knew [j.k labajo fanfic]

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WARNING: The following story is a sad story. Idk I just like sad stories like TFIOS or Titanic or sumtheg. Lerls

I dont want to give a spoiler saying the ending is happy or not. It's a secret. Thank you! 😘 -D

NOTE: HER NAME IS PRONUNCED AS Vap-Ree NOT Vap-Riye.

=Vhaprie=

I woke up from my daydream. Daydream of Juan Karlos. Daydream that someday he could notice me. Daydream that he could finally realize what we, fangirls feel.

I know you feel jealous that if your star crush happens to be with a girl.

I know that heartbreaking feeling. Yup, we all know that feeling. Love tastes good in the eyes. But it's rare if the heart bites first.

But for me, my heart and eyes both found it. Found it.. rare.

I shrugged off sat up from my bed. Sighing, I looked at my wrist watch. It's 12:45PM. I just finished eating my lunch earlier. As usual, I run to my bedroom and lock myself inside.

Why? You'll know.

I'm Vhaprie Yla (ee-la) Salcedo-Gomez. Our dad left us after I was born. Since that happened, my older siblings, Valerie and Antonio told me I was just a mistake. A mistake like I wasnt supposed to be breathing right now. . . Maybe because of an incident long ago. They would scold me about every little mistake I do... or maybe even hurt me even I wasnt doing anything wrong.

Since mom was always busy she wouldnt know anything about this. She was always gone from morning to evening. She never gets day offs

Life is tough, but it wouldnt be if God will always be with you.

I dont have classes today. As the usuals, every Sunday there's no classes.

Im just so glad I know how to act. Act as if I wasnt getting hurt inside.. because kuya and ate would hurt me even more.

Act as if I dont feel anything whenever I see Juan Karlos on the TV... They would stop me from watching him or they might even insult him. But he's the only one making me happy. (second from God of course)

I love him.
I love him as a fan.

Im also glad that they dont know I DM him at almost everyday of my life. That smile that never fails to make me melt. That soft dreamy eyes he's got.

That.. everything!
Even the acting skills, I suppose.

I sighed as I pulled out my phone. This was always dull. No new messages or misscalls. Who would even message or call someone like me?

Im just a nobody, remember that.

But I wouldnt bother to keep other people up just for me. I want them to be free or something. I believe best friends are siblings with different parents.

Its not that Im saying is one of your parents are cheating. It's just that siblings and friends were supposed to be there whenever you needed them. I guess my life never followed that script.

"Hi JK.. my life was full of upside downs. Haha, I guess it's a seesaw or something. 😂 But seriously, it is... 😪 I want to be strong like you. I want to still have that cheerful face and personality even though it hurts inside. How do you do that? I want to know. Anyway, Im gonna go to Church now.. Bye.. 👋" -VhapVhaprie_1

Sent.

He hasnt seen it yet... Until now. Im still hoping he would. Like what I said in the DM, Im off to Church, here in Taguig.

Well, it will take a few bruises to get to the front door. Im the only one who goes to Church here. So, I have always had faith in God.

=Juan Karlos=

"Sa Taguig. Bakit?" sagot ni Darren. Tinanong ko kasi kung san nanaman yung event. Hindi kasi ako nakikinig kanina eh. "Ah. Wala lang.."

"There should be a reason, though. Bakit?" he asked again. Inikutan ko siya ng mata. Nakakainis na eh. "Wala nga. Hindi nga lang ako nakinig kanina." Pero, may parte sa utak ko na nagsasabing may makikita o makikilala ako dun.

Hindi naman pwedeng fan or civilian person kasi minsan imposible yun eh.

Kung may nagustuhan ako na fan, hindi ko rin siya mapapa-saakin eh.

Si Andrea kaya..?

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a/n: 1st chapi hehe. you will notice that somehow my stories are always sad. idk tho. i like sad stowehs hehe

Toodles 🎤