like always || Han Jisung

🝊--- 5 ---🝊

🝊--- 8pm at the disco ---🝊

🝊--- Jisung PoV ---🝊

I wore some baggy jeans and an oversized tshirt. In the disco room are so many people and so loud music. I love it. I danced with my friend group. Y/n included. Suddenly, Soyeon and her girls pulled up. "Hey Jisung~", Soyeon said in a flirty tone. I saw Y/ns gaze. "I need some fresh air. Excuse me please.", she said while searching the way outside. Hyunjin chimed in: "Me too." And went outside.

🝊--- Y/n PoV ---🝊

Outside i took deep breaths and calmed myself down. I heared someone walking behind me. My hope got for Jisung but it was Hyunjin. "Hey. You okay?", he asked caring. I explained him the situation from this morning. He nodded and took my hand. We stood very near. Dangerously near. It makes me scared of how close we are. Then it happened: his arm wrapped around my waist, my hands on his cheeks, our body pressed against each other. "We shouldn't do that.", i muttered. He nodded and we leaned in. BOOM. Kiss. It was a sweet, innocent kiss.

🝊--- Jisung PoV ---🝊

I walked outside to look for both and i couldn't trust my eyes. Do they kiss? Like really? I don't even try to deny my jealousy. Soyeon appeared and stood right next to me. Without saying anything, she kissed me. I tried to pull away but failed. I saw Y/n and Hyunjin stop kissing and her and his gaze on their faces. She was definitely disappointed, sad, jealous and much more at once. She ran away, i finally pulled back and run after her, past hyunjin. I found her by the football field. "Hey..", she said sad. "Hi..", i said sad but embarrassed at the same time. "Why did you kiss Hyunjin?", i asked, my voice cracking and shaking. "I-I don't know. It.. it just happened. There was no meaning behind it.", she explained. I nodded. There was no meaning behind it? I don't know. "What do you mean by 'it just happened'?", i asked, my voice still shaking. "It's complicated.", she said. I shook my head and walked away. "Why did you kiss that girl? Do you even know her name?", she shouted to me. "Soyeon. She saw you and Hyunjin kiss. And me standing there, watching. She kissed me without saying a word. I tried to pull away but she held me close. I had no chance. I ran after you immediately as you walked away.", i said as i turned around. She hummed. I continued to walk away. I walked past Hyunjin, who entered the football field. He gave me a side eye and walked towards Y/n. I headed to our tent.

🝊--- Y/n PoV ---🝊

Did he just-? What the hell. Tears started streaming down my face. Hyunjin came to me. He hugged me without saying a word. His arms around my waist, my arms around his neck, my head in his shoulder. "Don't cry. He isn't worth it.", he said in a soothing voice, like he always did when I cried. I nodded and remembered Hyunjins lips on mine. I lifted my head, still sobbing a bit. He leaned his forehead against mine, caressing my cheek with his thumb and i kissed him. He immediately kissed back, leaving the kiss soft and gentle. After the kiss broke i just hugged him tight. I hesitated: "I-I l-love... i love you." Wait. Why did i said that? Do i love him? Was Jisung just a phase? Did i lied to Hyunjin? I don't know. He gave me a short kiss on my lips. "I love you too. Like always. I never stopped.", he confessed. I cracked a smile. He smiled back and hold me close. I like his presence. I like it when he is close. I like it when he is near me. I snuggled my head in the crook of his neck as i started trembling of the cold. He pulls away and gave me the hoodie he was wearing. I smiled wide and put on the hoodie. It smelled like him. Like the perfume he is wearing, like always. He came closer again and hold me close again, smiling cutely. "Are... are you my girlfriend again?", he asked. I was stunned by the question but nodded with a smile. He kissed my forehead and intertwined our fingers. We decided to go to his tent for some cuddles and company because it's getting cold outside. We entered the tent and saw Jisung sitting there. Hyunjin gave him a mad gaze and i gave him a disappointed look. But i guess he couldn't concentrate on my face because he saw me, holding hands with Hyunjin and wearing his hoodie. We laid on Hyunjins mattress, my head resting on his chest and my arm resting around his waist. His hand caressing my back and sides. We just laid there for minutes, Jisungs gaze dripping with jealousy and sadness. His bad. Well.. i kissed Hyunjin before he kissed Soyeon. Plus he didn't wanted to kiss her. But did he told me the truth? I don't know. I try to ignore him, forget him. I need to concentrate on Hyunjin.

🝊--- end of chapter five ---🝊