Meat and Greet

part 6

Warnings: murderer (mentioned), angst (ig?)

An: I'm back on my meat and greet bs! Thank you @x_bands_as_fuck_x for the idea ❤️

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"What the fuck am I doing with my life" i keep repeating to yourself as I scrub the mix of blood and chunks of skull from my skin.
Spencer stopped banging on the door awhile ago, he's probably cleaning up the mess I made of that girls skull.
Shit dose that make a bad person?
Sure she's more than dead but I don't really feel bad about it she was trying to be with Spencer I couldn't let that happen! It's always about! Spencer the man who kidnapped me and oh yeah is a murderer!
He's the one who caused all of this he's to blame for everything!
Sure I was the one to come to his house all alone without any weapons, so I could clear his name!
I don't even know how long I've been here or if anyone is looking for me. Has anyone noticed I was missing?
I need to get out of here as soon as I can.
He's already turned me into a murderer like him, but I didn't find pleasure in it like he did.
Well...not as much pleasure as he found in killing, sure it felt nice to feel her life leave her body and her blood splatter across my skin but that normal right?
Holy Fuck Ive turned in to a monster just like him.
He turned me into a monster just like him.
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After my thought provoking shower, I got out and realized I hadn't brought a towel or any clothes with me. FUCK MY LIFE!
Hopefully Spencer is still here I think as I crack the door open. "Spencer! Spencer are you still here?"
There's a few moments of silence. "Spencer?!" I yell again.
"Yeah?" He says as he rounded the corner of his bedroom.
"I forgot a towel and clothes can you get some for me?"
He nods before disappearing back into the room I . close the door and wait until I hear a knock at the bathroom door.
I opened the door just far enough to grab the clothes and close the door again.
I towel dry myself before I put on the fresh clothes on, Spencer picked me out one of his shirts and a pair of sexy black lace underwear.
Dose he really think imma sleep with him after what just happened? FUCK THAT! He can sleep in the basement tonight. I don't give a fuck!
I pull the shirt on and look at myself in the mirror the shirt goes to my mid thigh so it's not showing anything to scandalous.
I open the bathroom door and see Spencer waiting for me.
"Hey." He says in a quiet voice.
"Hey yourself. I'm going to bed."
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"No but I do want to sleep by myself tonight I'm upset with you."
"Okay" he says defend "good night" he turns and starts walking to the bedroom I woke up in.
I close the door to the bedroom and lock it. I lie in the very comfortable bed and drift to sleep.