But I want you

Jealousy.

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I am still stuck on fact that he called me sexy, I already know that but it feels different.

Last night was so fun but embarrassing at the same time. I don't know why the girls left me with him but I guess I'm not complaining.

I just can't get comfortable in my bed, it's midnight and I'm just rolling in my bed, I get up and wonder around my room. Even coconut is sleeping.

Still wondering in my room, I just lay on the floor next to coconut.

Pulling out my phone, I scroll on social media, the girls on my for you page are much more prettier than me.

Mami once told me they are all makeup but I still feel insecure.

Andrew probably has better options. I'm not that pretty. Just a blonde who wears buns and hoodies all the time.

Fuck me.

I just sigh and turn off my phone. Wanting to release these emotions I decide to sneak out and kill people.

I grab my gun and open my window, it's a high jump but I don't care.

I manage to jump out, I'm still wearing my hello kitty pajamas but tonight I'm not hoodie girl, or jewels. I will be under cover as a normal person. Putting my hair in a bun, I start to walk.

I'm not using my car because they'll know.
I walk quietly in the dark alley and then I feel cold hands touch my shoulders.

I turn around facing a weird looking creep.
"You know a pretty girl like you shouldn't be alone at midnight" he says in a seductive tone.

"Don't touch me creep" I say annoyed. "Oh a feisty one huh?" He says challengingly. He pins me to the wall, his stinky breath in my face.

"I think you need a punishment" he says smirking. I wanted dick but definitely not his "I think you need a toothbrush" I say smiling innocently.

He puts me in a choke hold, I pull out my gun and shot him in his leg, he falls and then I put my gun to his head "You wanna die eh? Putá" I say smiling innocently still.

Translation: bitch.

I shot him in the head and took all my emotions off on him, punching, kicking and slaming.

He's just screaming while I beat his ass. I hear police cars and run.

The police manage to keep up, I turn a corner and grab a boy and kiss him, the kiss felt really good.

I put his hands on my butt to make it more realistic. I hear like 2 boys cheering on.

As the police run past us I pull away and then I see the one and only Andrew's face.

The boys are still cheering.

"Uhm I c-can explain" I say awkwardly.

He smirks "I knew you always wanted to kiss me" he says teasingly.

"No I was running from cops" I bite my lip, knowing I want more. He raises his eyebrow "for?"

The boys are done cheering and just eating popcorn I don't know where they got from.

"I killed a guy" I say annoyed. He laughs.

"How could such a little thing do so much damage?" He asks laughing.

I bite my lip nervously, I want him, just for tonight.

Grabing his hand I lead him behind a store "what are you going to kill me?" He says smirking. "No but I'm going to do this" I then kiss him carelessly, he kisses me back.