The Feels ~ minsung ff

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꧁•⊹٭𝙹𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚘𝚟٭⊹•꧂

When I was back home I ate with my mom the rolls and the cheesecake. It was delicious like always. My mom was also in a better mood now and made her ready for work. Not like me who went directly into bed again. It was Saturday so I didn't needed to go to school today. Soon I'm out if school, only two more years.

School is a burning hell for me. The only motivation for me is music classes. Rapping and singing where my only talents. That's why I also write my own songs and play the guitar. It's the only way where I can express my feelings right.

However I took my phone in my hand and unlocked it. His number was on the screen. „Shit I completely forgot..." I whispered to myself.

How should I name him in my contacts? Just simple 'Lee Minho' or something special like uhh... 'mystic boy'? Nahh that sound awful! Don't be weird Jisung.

So I just saved him as 'Lee Minho' and went to the chat. How should I start the conversation...? Introduce me first? Directly ask him how he is feeling? Why am I so bad at it?

🄻🄴🄴 🄼🄸🄽🄷🄾

𝕁𝕚𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕘
Hey here is Han Jisung...you know the guy you helped home yesterday and saw today again in the bakery

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I just sended it without thinking but the longer I looked at the message, it got weird. No wait let me delete it again! This sounds dumb! But it would look even dumber if I delete it cause he would see it as *deleted*.

„Now we wait I guess..." I putted my phone away and took my block and pen. The words came like a waterfall. It was like therapy for me. Just write and you will be fine.

No person ever listened to my problems that's why I never talk about them anymore and just write a song out of it. But for now no one saw those songs. Maybe one day when i will become a song producer or something like this. This would be my dream. I want to show my songs especially 'Alien'‚ 'Run' and '13' cause I think people will see themselves the most in them. But for now it's just a dream, maybe this dream will never come true.

Hours went by like seconds and it was already night again. I lay the my things on the small round table next to my bed and took a look outside the window. The sky looks like a drawing. Dark with some lighter parts sometimes, everything blended well and everywhere little white dots, shining bright into my eyes. I looked into the city and saw a lot of windows with light but also some windows where it's dark inside.

Everything looks unreal but at the same time it also looks like always, just some differences. Lucky me tomorrow is Sunday so I can sleep as long as I want. And no one can stop me. So I quickly went to sleep.

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Any thoughts for now?
Or maybe suspension?👀