Its been more than a month now, Im staying here. Its not fun staying in the US, people here just complain and complain and complain all the time. Im always wrong here; I dont talk to people = like live in hotel. I talk to people = nosy/too talkative.
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SO WTF DO U WANT HUH?? U WANT ME TO BE WHAT U WANT? OH THATS GREATT. BC I CANT. WHY?? BC ITS NOT WHO I AM ID|0T. EVEN THE DOCTOR SAY THAT I SHOULD NOT EDIT MYSELF TO THE POINT IM NOT "ME" ANYMORE.
YOU DO KNOW I TAKE THINGS SERIOUSLY AND JOKE ABOUT IT, WHILE WHEN I SAY A HARMLESS JOKE U TAKE IT SERIOUSLY AND BRINGING UP @BUSE OR SMTH. SO YOU JUST SUCK IT UP, OR YOU'LL BE THE REASON I MIGHT BE MEETING A THERAPIST ONE DAY
Im really srry guys.. I really need to get this off of my head rn..
WHY CANT I JUST H@NG MYSELF HUH?-
