Mad love - of destined souls

21. fear

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"See you are worried for nothing", Vikram said to worried Ishwari ji when both of them stood outside Vamsi's room. The mother heart wanted to meet and talk to Anvi badly. She smiled seeing the way the they were sleeping. Slowly shut the door to not disturb them and vacated the place.

"I told you they are fine now maa", Vikram said. "yes beta but didn't you see her condition yesterday she was lifeless and I was also worried that...", when Ishwari ji couldn't bring the words to her mouth vikram said "That she'd leave this house and us..........and that worthless idiot", he said and Ishwari ji sighs.

"How did you say they were fine?", Ishwari ji asked as they entered her room. "I guessed", Vikram shrugged his shoulders when Ishwari ji's stoic eyes fell on him. "Maa okay I'll tell you"..."She was found at the temple where they got married so I guessed that they will be fine". 'the only person he spared out of death after hating them is my princess there must be something that they didn't realize yet', Vikram thought.

... Anvi sat up on the bed facing Vamsi, 'This person shed tears yesterday which is out of my expectation', she sighed leaving a soundless breath.

"Good morning", A husky voice that sent chills to her spine. without any single word coming out from her mouth she kept staring at him. He crossed his legs and sat properly equally staring at her.

"want to ask me anything", he asked. She shook her head slightly bending down. This morning was different for both of them. The burden they were carrying on their chests is off now. The hatred he felt for her and the way he despised himself because of that he don't have to feel that anymore now. He kept his palm on her cheek caressing.

"I know we still need to clear so many things between us but I won't force you to say or do anything out of your will. you can tell me whenever you feel like. I'll patiently wait", She nodded.

"you Okay..!?", she looked up at him and their eyes met. He understood what she meant.

"No", hearing him her eyes met her lap. He held her arm and pulled her, her eyes amused due to his sudden pull into a warm hug, he gently stroked her hairs. "Not entirely. I feel bad for not knowing what kind of person that man was. I always loved him as my father but I never knew he never deserved that", his tears fell on her neck. She wrapped her hands around him and rubbed his back to console him. His smile curled into a faint smile.

"But I was somewhere happy", his words made impact on her as she broke the hug in confusion. He understood her questioning eyes. "rabbit I know this might sound stupid but I was relieved knowing that person is a scumbag", which totally messed with her brain cells.

"why?", he smiled.

"Because I always hated myself of for hurting you and not hurting. I always questioned why didn't I kill you, why did I marry you instead. questions like this bothered me. But if I had killed you. I must've did something wrong that I would regret till my last breath. Maybe that is why I felt relieved", she nodded as he was explaining her. Tears slipped down his eyes. Her body reacted before her brain think. She embraced him in a hug.

He lift her up in his arms. "what are you doing", she wrapped her hands around his neck. "I'm atoning my sins and trying to help you as I'm the reason for your condition", He looked at her foot and her eyes followed his. He made her sit on the cabinet near the sink in the bathroom. He gave her her tooth brush with paste. She smiled. He prepared bath for her as she was brushing her teeth. He helped her near the bath tub. 

"you need anything else", she glared him. "I... mean I will call maa or Disha if you need anything", he scratched his nape. He went out as she shook her head. He pulled the bathroom door and thought something he opened the door and bent inside. squeezed his eyes shut as she was removing her clothes. "I'm sorry". she smiled, "what is it", she asked. "Hmm let me know once you are done don't walk out on your own", she nodded.

"what are you doing here", the same stoic voice is heard by Vikram.

"Same question", Vikram grinned as Vamsi didn't go to office instead is working from home.

"Are you not going to office sir", Vikram asked.

"you have a problem with that", Vamsi placed the file on the table which was in his hands.

 "Are you okay?", Vikram asked.

"Hmm"

"hmm", VIkram hummed the same way Vamsi did while nodding.

"Then what are you planning", vikram asked raw. Vamsi didn't understood him he lifted his head asking him "what?" with his eyes.

Vikram sighed shaking his head. "About princesses", Vamsi breath stuck, 'what about her', he thought. "Did you talk to her", Vikram asked. But Vamsi didn't answer him.

"I know you've realized she's not wrong what do you think about her future. I don't think she willingly married you. you even kept her away from her family and everything outside the world in these days", VIkram words felt heavy on Vamsi's chest. He feared again, 'am I losing her. what if she don't want to live with me anymore as she don't have the reason now', Vamsi drowned himself deep in his thoughts. His thoughts appeared on his face making him sad. Vikram noticed everything.

"If you didn't you should talk to her and sort everything between you"

"what if she...", Vamsi didn't say anything further.  

"what", he shook his head as Vikram asked.

"Umm... what if she don't want me anymore and want to go back to her family", he shook his head.

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