My teenage "DAD"

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Brace:
I was worried sick about Matt and when I saw Taylor and Matt standing in the door way I was dieing inside because I thought Matt died but there's he was standing right in front of me my heart dropped then we I talked to him upstairs I saw cuts all over his arm. Why would he do that? It just made me upset seeing him harm himself and him crying in my arms made me weak. I don't like seeing him like that. He bearly came out of his room. While I was in my thoughts I saw Matt come down with messy hair and no shirt on which made my heart melt. He came over to me and just stared at the wall. "Matt I know it's tough to get through this stage but don't worry I'm here for you got it?" He nodded and I saw a tear slip from his eyes I just knew it was also something else he was upset about "what's up? I know there's something more" I said grabbing his hand and holding it. I loved feeling his touch I hope he talks "I-it's n-nothing" he said with another tear and I wiped it away I was feeling happy he finally talked "please tell me" I said looking at his hand rubbing circles on it. I could feel his heart beat from his hand and man was it beating fast something's up? He's just scared to tell. I don't want him to run again. "I-i" he said looking about "please tell me Matt" he looked up. And lifted my chin and looked into my eyes and now my heart was beating rapidly. Then he grabbed my hand that was on his and kissed me passionately. Then he pulled away and said "Brace....... I love you more then a friend I have feelings for you.... I was afraid to tell you.... I didn't want to hurt you... So I ran I hated for running but I had to... From the day I took you in I fell for you... Your the light to my dark world literally... And I will protect you from your stupid brother and anyone who trys to hurt you... I love you Embrace Jackie Dallas.." he said then pulled away my heart was going to explode he just told me he loves me then he had wife eyes after that. "I-im s-so sorry" he said and ran up stairs. No.... He is running again because he's scared.... 'I love you to Matt' I whispered with my hands on my face. I walked upstairs and heard muffled crying and a little blood.... OMG NO MATT!! I tried to open the door but I couldn't it was locked so I called Taylor "hello?" Taylor stayed "TAYLOR HURRY TO MY HOUSE NOW!" "Whoa! What happened?!?" He asked " MATT ITS MATT HE TOLD ME HIS FEELINGS FOR ME THEN GOT SCARED AND RAN UPSTAIRS AND HE IS CRYING AND THERE IS BLOOD BUT I CANTS GET IN HIS ROOM!" "oh no! I'll be there in 4" with that I hung up "Matt please open the door" I said trying to push the door then the crying stopped "NO NO MATT STAY WITH ME PLEASE!!" I said with tears streaming down my face. Then Taylor runs upstairs "I'm here!" Then he saw me crying "oh no this can't be good" then he kicked down the door literally man this boy has some strength then he ran In the room and to see Matt sitting on the floor with blood everywhere and cutts maybe like 10 OMG 10!! And tear stained cheeks and his eyes closed NO! And Taylor grabbed him bridal style and cariied him to the car we got to the hospital and he was already in the room "I'm sorry but your friend may not make it" the doctor said my heart broke. I ran to his room and started crying I grabbed his hand and held it right. "Dont leave me Matt" then the beep thing started going off and doctors ran in and Taylor pulled me out "NO MATT PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!!" I said crying Taylor tried to calm me down but it wouldn't help then he took me home and I didn't hear what the doctors were going to say about Matt. When we got home I ran up to my room and cried my self to sleep......

Depressing right?? Sorry it was depressing..... But did us see that coming tho.... Nope I didn't either I know it sounds weird but I had nothing planned for this chapter so I just went with the flow and the chapter came out awesome. :)