"𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘵... 𝘙𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵?"
after having to move to a new place, you find yourself struggling in school due to bullying, you're hopeless about being in this new school and place until you meet them... but after a while yo...
Saturday morning I'm awakened by the sounds of the early morning. I get out of my bed and just stretch before walking up to my window to see if I can catch the sunrise, I'm not disappointed by the view I'm seeing of the different shades with the clouds forming into different shapes.
I walk to the kitchen after doing that. Nobody is in the kitchen... 𝘞𝘦𝘪𝘳𝘥, I mean maybe it's not since it's the weekend but still. I just shrugged it off since it's not a concerning matter for me. 𝘏𝘮𝘮, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭? I look through the kitchen cupboards of the kitchen. Following that I make my bowl of my favorite cereal.
𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘱 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘯.
𝘒𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬. Who could it be? I go up to the door and open it, it's my sister. "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦?" She ask, "𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘭𝘺?" I say with uncertainty, "𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬, 𝘥𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘴." I roll my eyes at the random thrown insult at me, "𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘦, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘥." "𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺, 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩." I nod before closing the door, I walk to my closet and open it to find anything weather appropriate to wear as it's kind of cold outside since it's the start of December.
I decided to pick out my outfit which was a shirt t-shirt, grey sweater and some jeans.
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After showering and changing, I come out of my room and walk downstairs to see my sister waiting for me. "𝘛𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩, 𝘩𝘶𝘩?" "𝘖𝘩 𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘵 𝘶𝘱." I say back to her. "𝘓𝘦𝘵'𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶." I warned her playfully before opening the door to see the orange, red and yellow leafs coming out of the trees like slowly pouring rain, I breathe in the cold air after heading outside before my sister does the same.
I put on my headphones to listen to my playlist while I walk with my sister. After walking for 5 minutes or so we get inside a mini mart/convenience type of store to get some snacks. I go to the chip shelf and started to look through the many types of chips they had, I decided to pick 5 bags of chips since my sister said she was paying. I start to walk to the cashier before I bump into someone mid way. "𝘚𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺." I say while picking up my chips before looking up at the person I bumped into. "𝘖𝘩, 𝘩𝘪 𝘺/𝘯!" It's Yeonjun. I just sigh after realizing who it was, "𝘏𝘪... 𝘠𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘫𝘶𝘯." "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘮𝘦, 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶?" "𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦?" I ask him while I raise one of my eyebrows at him, "𝘐'𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘯𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘴, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶?" "𝘚𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨." My sister appears out of nowhere before I or him can say anything to each other. "𝘞𝘩𝘰'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴?" My sister says while she gives Yeonjun kind of a dirty look, "𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦." "𝘖𝘩, 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵." "𝘕𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘴𝘬, 𝘸𝘩𝘰'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴?" Yeonjun asks, "𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳." "𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳." "𝘠𝘶𝘱, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰." I say back to him.
𝘈𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦.
That was kind of an awkward interaction but whatever, I think to myself while I put away my chips in the kitchen cabinet. "𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘨𝘶𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘳𝘥." I hear my sister say behind me which makes me jump for a quick second. "...𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦." "𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨." My sister says which makes me roll my eyes before I start walking out of the kitchen but before I can do that I'm stopped by her slightly holding my wrist. "𝘞𝘢𝘪𝘵, 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶." My sister says, "𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨?" "𝘕𝘰?!" I say quickly in defense, "𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘳𝘥 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘥." "𝘐'𝘮 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘙𝘪𝘯𝘢." I say while I start to get annoyed, "𝘐'𝘮 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭, 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? 𝘕𝘰𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨... 𝘚𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯." I walk off to my room even though my sister probably had more to say but I don't care right now.
𝘐𝘯 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮.
I'm laying on my bed, covered with my bed blanket while I think about my overall first week of my new school. I know I shouldn't have high expectations for this new school but still... It still hurts though that I'm already dealing with bullying. It's nothing new for me nevertheless. I haven't even done anything worthy of such treatment from Bora or her friend except for sitting down on their sitting spot by mistake. People can be so confusing sometimes especially those who behave like Bora and Soyoung.
𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩... 𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. I think for a second before I just look at my ceiling in silence. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭... 𝘐𝘧 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. I also think of those two boys I've talked to... 𝘛𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘠𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘫𝘶𝘯. They seem nice from what I've seen when they've talked to me, but I still don't feel sure of moving up from acquaintances to friends yet and also they seem to be in a friend group and I don't know if I'll be able to connect with the other boys in their group.
... Maybe I'm judging the cover of their books, they all could be nice and I'm just over thinking, who'll know until I finally have the courage to talk to them.
