AYAT: A verse Of Qur'an

chapter 38

She was sitting on the ground at upstairs while hugging her knees,close to her chest while crying miserably,...............it was true she never wanted to cry for a person like ashar,but the thing she just witnessed have marked a scar on her heart because she didn't expect this from him atleast ........not this! ...... she have divorced ashar but then why he can't let her live in peace why he is trying to destroy her in every possible way? Her mind was full of questions but her lips where sealed her throat was jammed like nothing can came out she was taking hiccups,trying to control her tears but it weren't stopping,....... her life have become a day to day drama whenever she tries to cope up with the things!....a new twist came up and destroy her peace,her sabr but she can't let it happen,she wiped her tears and felt her body trembling,and hands were shivering ,eyes red and her face was got paled like she have some health issue but it was just a guilt and sorrow which was eating her from inside she raised her head at black stary sky and blinked her eyes,her eyes were something that were speaking the core of her feelings but words ,words were not even ready to come out she felt fresh tears on her eyes again,

"W-why I am suffering ya r-rab?,.....wh-y?.....now it-its too mu-much pl-please ease my s-soul and soot-sooth my heart ya Raheem,.....now I am not able t-to tolerate ya Allah,...it's really p-painfull......Is it my p-punishment of committing such a sin? you don't please to?.....I am s-sorry Allah,...I am r-really sorry,.....agh ahhhh" enough were words that left her mouth and she start crying again!

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"What are you saying adam?...." Salma asked in devastated look to aadam who was sitting while helding his temples "you heard right.....neema aapa have refused for Ayat!....she was saying that aatif is not convincing as he already have found a girl for him!" Adam answered with sorrow and worry while salma felt floor snatching from her feet,the words of the women outside the house was also eating her from inside but she tried to be courageous "d-don't worry aadam,we have so much proposal, anyone will get agree,okay?" She tried to sound courageous but she was having fear ,fear of what if they didn't agreed,what if they also refused like neema , what if they would have also believed in saleem's false statement!

"Hmm you are right,wait let me call to Aslam,his son is a doctor and they were really wanted ayat as their daughter in law" aadam let out in hope and salma nodded,she doesn't wanted to tell him the news,he was already very worried!

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Mid-semester got end and now students were studying for last semester while everyone were busy and immersed on studies except ayaan,who's mind was occupied by ayat,he himself don't know what thing was attracting him towards her! But still his heart and mind was occupied by her thoughts that's why he was not able to study properly but somehow with hard work he did passed his mid- semester and now ayaan and his friends were standing in the ground floor while discussing something and here some third year students have decorated the floor with their stalls,where some were selling scarfs, jwellery,clothes,key chains, flowers, and many more it was looking like a small market and here Sidra and ayat came from stairs and Ayat's eyes land on the one perticular stall ,and ayaan who was standing while taking support of the back wall stands properly after witnessing her coming downstairs ,he himself don't know why his body react unknowingly after witnessing her around

And he noticed her eyes were sparkling while looking towards something,he matches the direction and there was some dark red Roses bucket and then he saw she was going towards them with slow but admiring steps and reaching she was touching them carefully and he was just staring at her "ayaan" Rohan called and his admiration moreover staring session broked and he looked at them

"let's check some books there!" Rahil said looking at book stalls as they know ayaan is such a book worm while Ayaan abruptly nodded trying not to look at her direction and then they goes towards the book stall