( DESIRE )

𝐱𝐱𝐯𝐢𝐢.

NOW THE CELEBRITY DIDN'T know what she was going to do with her career once she seen what had happened all over the internet. She knew there was something really wrong with the ginger, but she didn't know his feelings for her was so intense. So intense to the point that he would be willing to break her down just so she could have him. But that's the thing. That didn't make her want him anymore. What he'd done was something she thought was so irreversible, she was quick to delete him off of every app she had installed.

She tried her hardest not to panic of course, but the people were still eating her alive even when they didn't know the full story. That bugged her so badly, but she calmed down. She didn't want to do anything she already knew she'd regret. It seemed as though she'd already done enough. Everybody hated her and she was stuck in such a tough spot.

While she thought about anything she could do to save herself from the mob of people that bombarded every inch of her social media with questions or hate comments, Jackson was practically going insane in his room. He'd realized that Y/N was truly done with him, and that his actions didn't get him to the heights he thought it'd get him to. It felt like his entire world just crumbled infront of his eyes and all of the life was sucked out of him. He wanted to be hers, he didn't understand how she lost any feelings for him so quickly.

So there he was, laid up in bed, a sobbing mess because the celebrity basically ghosted him. Sure he had other accounts he could stalk her on, but he knew it wouldn't be the same. It felt like she was actually done with him, and he hated that feeling. He didn't mean to drive her away, all he wanted was for her to admit her love to him.

Pushing the phone up against his ear with low sniffles, he then listened to it ring and ring. His blue eyes were so puffy from crying, he didn't know what he was going to do next. Thoughts of just showing up to her home was all that went through his mind, he really couldn't help it at all.

After one more ring, then device clicked and the other person was finally on the other side of the phone. That made him feel even worse and he could've sworn he felt his heart sink. He leaned over, his face in his left hand as he started crying harder and harder, his chest rising and lowering due to that action, "She's done with me, mom...."

"What are you talking about, Jackson??" The mother asked, a stunned expression in her face. She didn't even know the redhead had anything going on with a woman. She always thought he'd be fixated on the celebrity since it was obvious his love for her never really vanished. She didn't mention anything about that though because her son was obviously hurt, and she wanted to be there for him. He'd actually went to her, and that was something he'd never done before.

"Y/N... She's d-done with me... With everything...!" Jackson sobbed more and more, hot tears running down his flushed cheeks while his heart raced. Now that confused the older woman, she didn't know what to think. All she did was pull her face back and raise her eyebrow, wondering if her son was going out with someone that had the same name as the celebrity just because he loved her that much.

Clearing her throat with a glance to the side, the mother then cocked her head to the side and let a hum noise vibrate out of her throat. Not sure of what to say next, she just bit on her bottom lip and braced herself, hoping she wouldn't say anything that would hurt the teen some more. "Y/N...?? You never.. told me about this girl..."

Jackson pursed his lips for a moment, allowing yet another hot tear to trail down his face before he aggressively wiped it away with a huff that didn't go unnoticed by the mother, "Ugh, mom, stop... I know you want to ask. Yes, it's that Y/N. The Y/N I've been obsessing over for years. She loves me, I know it!!"

Her jaw dropped and she truly couldn't believe what she was hearing. Never in a million years did she think her son would ever get the celebrity he wanted, but there he was, crying to her about her, and she really couldn't believe it. It felt like she was in a fever dream once her son told her that, but she didn't want to say anything to discourage him either. She was proud somewhere in her heart, but at the same time she worried for the H/C haired woman.

"O-Oh....! That's.. really great for you, but... what's wrong?? What happened between the two of you...?" She tried to be supportive but the shock was clear through her voice, causing an annoyed face from Jackson.

But after a short moment of silence, the irritation faded away and he was back to being sad. He frowned and removed his hand from his face, his breaths heavy yet low as he did so.

There was so much stress building up inside of him, he just knew he needed to tell someone about this, but he didn't have anyone else but his mother and Y/N. "I fucked up, mom... I basically.. told everyone we're together.. w-when we're not.... And I told them about our sexual relations..."

"Okay, okay... Jackson calm down." The mother ordered, knowing very well how her son could get when he was under too much stress and panic. She didn't want him going back to his old ways so quickly because it was obvious he already did with the celebrity not too long ago, "I.. understand why you fucked up on the other half... but what's the issue with letting everyone know you're a couple?"

"Mom!! You don't listen to anything I say..!!! She's old as fuck, and people still see me as a child! They think she's some kind of predator!!" Jackson told his mother in one breath as she stood there, her mouth dropping once again from what she'd been told. Her son had ruined one of the most popular celebrities careers, and now she was really growing even more worried. She could randomly get involved at anytime.